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FOLLOWING FRANCIS, FOLLOWING CHRIST

A monthly reflection on the life and teachings of Saint Francis of Assisi as they relate to a life of penance

(2008-2009)

By Jim Nugent of the Confraternity of Penitents

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2009 Reflections

Saint Francis and the Eucharist (December 2009)

Saint Francis' "Dark Side" (November 2009)

Obeying the Lord in Ways We Dislike (October 2009)

Revering the Priest (September 2009)

The Church: Not Just an Institution (August 2009)

Checking with the Church (July 2009)

Francis' Attitude toward Clothing (June 2009)

The Help of the Saints (May 2009)

Embracing True Freedom (April 2009)

"Look for the Things That Are Above" (March 2009)

Saint Francis and "Going Green" (February 2009)

Suffering and Holiness (January 2009)

2008 Reflections

Christmas: Seeing the Hidden God (December 2008)

Following the Will of the Father, until the End (November 2008)

Francis, the Prophet (October 2008)

Martyrdom, Saint Francis, and Us (September 2008)

Seek the Face of God and "Follow Instructions" (August 2008)

Francis and the Leper (July 2008)

Gospel Poverty, Gospel Childhood (June 2008)

Penitential Practices (May 2008)

Unless a Grain of Wheat Dies (April 2008)

Which Master Do You Serve? (March 2008)

Brother Giles (February 2008)

What Do You Value the Most? (January 2008)

Saint Francis and the Eucharist

During his life, St. Francis wrote to his friars several Admonitions which give us wonderful insight into his spiritual life. The first of these Admonitions concern the Blesses Sacrament. Here we see how thoroughly St. Francis believed in the Real Presence of the Lord in the Blessed Sacrament. This faith led him to his life of penance and conversion.  

Francis opens this first Admonition with a quote from the Gospel of John (Jn 14: 6-9): “The Lord Jesus said to His disciples: "I am the Way, and the Truth, and the Life. No man cometh to the Father, but by Me. If you had known Me you would, without doubt, have known My Father also: and from henceforth you shall know Him, and you have seen Him. Philip saith to Him: Lord, show us the Father, and it is enough for us. Jesus saith to him: Have I been so long a time with you and have you not known Me? Philip, he that seeth Me seeth [My] Father also. How sayest thou, Shew us the Father?”

Francis understood that Jesus Christ was one with the Father. Of course, he would want to follow Him and give his life to Him. Francis truly believed that in the Blessed Sacrament the Lord is truly with us. Francis says “Wherefore [he who has] the Spirit of the Lord which dwells in His faithful, he it is who receives the most holy Body and Blood of the Lord: all others who do not have this same Spirit and who presume to receive Him, eat and drink judgment to themselves.” (1Cor.11:29)

Francis saw that when we are in the presence of the Blessed Sacrament, we are in the presence of the Lord just as the apostles were in the presence of the Lord. “And as He appeared in true flesh to the Holy Apostles, so now He shows Himself to us in the sacred Bread; and as they by means of their fleshly eyes saw only His flesh, yet contemplating Him with their spiritual eyes, believed Him to be God, so we, seeing bread and wine with bodily eyes, see and firmly believe it to be His most holy Body and true and living Blood. And in this way our Lord is ever with His faithful, as He Himself says: `Behold I am with you all days, even to the consummation of the world.’" (Mt. 28:20) According to St. Francis, we can see the Lord in the Eucharist with the “spiritual eyes” of faith or we can see only bread with our “fleshly eyes”.

Francis believed that we have to see with “spiritual eyes”: “Wherefore, all those who saw the Lord Jesus Christ according to humanity and did not see and believe according to the Spirit and the Divinity, that He was the Son of God, were condemned. In like manner, all those who behold the Sacrament of the Body of Christ which is sanctified by the word of the Lord upon the altar by the hands of the priest in the form of bread and wine, and who do not see and believe according to the Spirit and Divinity that It is really the most holy Body and Blood of our Lord Jesus Christ, are condemned, He the Most High having declared it when He said, `This is My Body, and the Blood of the New Testament,’ (Mk 14: 22-24) and `he that eateth My Flesh and drinketh My Blood hath everlasting life.’ (John 6:55-58)”

While many people admire the life of St. Francis and the way he lived, it is important for us to see the faith which nourished his life and his deeds. The wonderful things which St. Francis did during his life flowed from his very deep faith. We should avoid the error of trying to separate our life and our actions from our faith. If our faith is weak and shallow, our actions for the Lord will also be weak and shallow. A strong faith nourishes heroic actions. The lives of St. Francis and other saints prove it.

Jim Nugent

Saint Francis’ “Dark Side”

St. Francis is certainly one of the most popular saints even among non-Catholics and secular minded people. He is loved for his concern for animals and also for his emphasis on poverty and simplicity. However, he also had a “dark side”. By this we mean that there are some aspects of St. Francis which many people would prefer to forget. Many of these aspects are contained in St. Francis’s Letter to All the Faithful. It is not known exactly when this letter was written, although it is considered to be authentic. St. Francis realized that not everyone can live the gospel in the way of poverty which he spelled out for his friars. Yet he also wished all to be saved, and so he wrote this letter to all Christians to spell out what is needed to be saved.  

According to Francis, “We ought indeed to confess all our sins to a priest and receive from him the Body and Blood of our Lord Jesus Christ. He who does not eat His Flesh and does not drink His Blood cannot enter into the Kingdom of God. Let him, however, eat and drink worthily, because he who receives unworthily ‘eateth and drinketh judgment to himself, not discerning the Body of the Lord,’ —that is, not discerning it from other foods.” Francis understood that the Eucharist worthily received is essential for salvation. Of course this goes with living a holy life. Francis says, “Let us, moreover, ‘bring forth fruits worthy of penance.’ And let us love our neighbors as ourselves, and, if any one does not wish to love them as himself or cannot, let him at least do them not harm, but let him do good to them. ”

In this letter Francis demonstrates how living a holy life and living in the Church are linked: “We ought also to fast and to abstain from vices and sins and from superfluity of food and drink, and to be Catholics. We ought also to visit Churches frequently and to reverence clerics not only for themselves, if they are sinners, but on account of their office and administration of the most holy Body and Blood of our Lord Jesus Christ, which they sacrifice on the altar and receive and administer to others. And let us all know for certain that no one can be saved except by the Blood of our Lord Jesus Christ and by the holy words of the Lord which clerics say and announce and distribute and they alone administer and not others.”

Then Francis goes on to tell us what must be done to live a holy life: “We ought to hate our bodies with [their] vices and sins, because the Lord says in the Gospel that all vices and sins come forth from the heart. We ought to love our enemies and do good to them that hate us. We ought to observe the precepts and counsels of our Lord Jesus Christ. We ought also to deny ourselves and to put our bodies beneath the yoke of servitude and holy obedience as each one has promised to the Lord. And let no man be bound by obedience to obey any one in that where sin or offence is committed.”

St. Francis then goes on to warn those who choose not to “observe the precepts and counsels of our Lord Jesus Christ.” He says “But all those who do not do penance and who do not receive the Body and Blood of our Lord Jesus Christ, but who give themselves to vices and sins and walk after evil concupiscence and bad desires and who do not observe what they have promised, corporally they serve the world and its fleshly desires and cares and solicitudes for this life, but mentally they serve the devil, deceived by him whose sons they are and whose works they do; blind they are because they see not the true light,—our Lord Jesus Christ. They have no spiritual wisdom, for they have not in them the Son of God who is the true wisdom of the Father: of these it is said: ‘their wisdom was swallowed up.’ They know, understand, and do evil and wittingly lose their souls. Beware, ye blind, deceived by your enemies—to wit, by the world, the flesh and by the devil—for it is sweet to the body to commit sin and bitter to serve God because all vices and sins come forth and proceed from the heart of man, as it is said in the Gospel.”

Francis then goes on to say what happens to those who do not live the gospel: “But let all know that wheresoever or howsoever a man may die in criminal sin, without satisfaction—when he could satisfy and did not satisfy—the devil snatches his soul from his body with such violence and anguish as no one can know except him who suffers it. And all talent and power, learning and wisdom that he thought to possess are taken from him. And his relatives and friends take to themselves his substance and divide it and say afterwards: "Cursed be his soul because he could have acquired and given us more than he did, and did not acquire it." But the worms eat his body. And thus he loses soul and body in this short life and goes into hell, where he shall be tormented without end.”

According to Francis, everyone needs to live a life of prayer, penance, and conversion within the Church and her sacraments in order to be saved. This is a message which many would prefer not to hear. May we all live the way he recommended so that those who are outside the faith or have fallen away may see what they are missing.

Jim Nugent 

Obeying the Lord in Ways We Dislike

 

Late in 1207, as Francis was embarking on his life of poverty, he encountered situations which we all encounter as we embark on a life of conversion. We have to do things which we are not used to doing and which we naturally don’t want to do. He already had started on that path when he embraced the leper. Later he even worked among the lepers in Assisi. But he also had the call from the Lord to “rebuild My Church”. He went to continue rebuilding the Church of San Damiano. Since he had no money, he had to beg for the stones he needed: “Whoever gives me a stone will have one reward; whoever gives me two stones, two rewards; three stones, a treble reward.” Since Francis was the son of a rich merchant, this must have been extremely difficult for him. Yet he was now the Herald of the Great King and so he had to obey the King. Of course people thought he was mad. But then does not the world think that everyone who rejects the ways of the world and embarks on a life of penance and conversion is mad?

 

During that time the priest at San Damiano felt sorry for Francis and sometimes offered him some better food, remembering the comfortable circumstances in which Francis had grown up. Yet this did not do honor to the knight of Lady Poverty. So one day Francis took a bowl and went out to beg for food or alms. He afterwards mixed it all up to make a disgusting mess. And yet he ate all of it. The people of Assisi were amazed that he would do that considering the fine circumstances in which he was raised. This gave Francis great consolation, and he experienced a great light in receiving what was given him out of love even if it was not pleasant for him.

 

These actions relate to Francis being the Herald of the Great King. He was simply obeying his King. The King himself had done the same thing. The Lord had resided for all eternity with the Father and the Holy Spirit in unapproachable light. Yet He became a man. This means that He experienced everything human except sin. The Lord must have had to do many things during His life on earth which humanly speaking He would not want to do. But he did them anyway in obedience to the Father. Of course, he performed the ultimate act of obedience by going to the cross. Francis even shared in that act of the Lord’s obedience when he received the wounds of Christ in 1224. The Father required this of the Son out of love for sinful humanity.

 

In chapter 4 of John’s gospel we read of Jesus doing a rather difficult thing and asking for a drink of water from a woman who was a Samaritan and therefore an enemy of the Jews. And the Samaritan woman did not flee from the enemy Jew but even asked Him for water, and then brought people from the town to Jesus asking whether He was the Christ. Jesus must have seen love in the sinful Samaritan woman who had had five husbands and was living with a man who was not her husband. By doing something which was humanly difficult, Jesus was giving and receiving love.

 

By begging food from the people of Assisi, Francis was imitating his King. Jesus received water from the Samaritan woman but gave so much more both to her and to the Samaritan town. Francis also received scraps of food from the people of Assisi, but he gave so much more to them. By uniting himself to the Lord, Francis was also giving the Lord to the people of Assisi. The fruits of Francis’s gift to the people of Assisi endures down to this day.

 

All Christians know that they should imitate Christ, but Francis and other Saints both canonized and uncanonized show us how to do it. They show us how to obey the Lord even when it is difficult and even when it goes against our human inclinations. Everyone has a different calling. Francis was called to beg from the people of Assisi, but the people of Assisi were called to give to Francis. In both cases, they received from the Lord much more than they gave. That is what happens when we obey the Lord. 

 

Jim Nugent

 

Revering the Priest

 

St. Francis wrote his last Testament shortly before he died on October 4, 1226. It includes the following:

 

God inspired me, too, and still inspires me with such great faith in priests who live according to the laws of the holy Church of Rome, because of their dignity, that if they persecuted me, I should still be ready to turn to them for aid. And if I were as wise as Solomon and met the poorest priests of the world, I would still refuse to preach against their will in the parishes in which they live. I am determined to reverence, love and honour priests and all others as my superiors. I refuse to consider their sins, because I can see the Son of God in them and they are better than I. I do this because in this world I cannot see the most high Son of God with my own eyes, except for his most holy Body and Blood which they receive and they alone administer to others.

 

We all know holy priests whom it is easy to reverence. We also know priests who annoy us and, in truth, have serious human failings. Yet as we can see, Francis reverenced them all. He also tells us why.

 

The holiest of laypersons cannot show us and give us Christ, but the most sinful of priests can do it if he says a valid Mass. When a priest is ordained, he does not become a magician. The priest has been authorized by Christ himself, acting through the bishop. Is the consecrated host “really” the Body of Christ? The answer depends of who Jesus Christ is. If he was a man who had a profound experience of God, then the Eucharist is a symbol of Jesus giving himself for all humanity. Cannot any Christian celebrate the Eucharist and give us Jesus? If He was truly God the Son, then he could call on the Holy Spirit to change bread and wine to His Body and Blood when a valid Mass is celebrated by a priest whom He has authorized.

 

This is a great stumbling block to many who wonder why anyone cannot celebrate the Eucharist. It was not a stumbling block to Francis. In his time, just as today, there were priests who were not paragons of virtue and holiness. Yet, as he said, “I refuse to consider their sins, because I can see the Son of God in them and they are better than I.” Francis could see beyond the human failings and weakness of priests, bishops, and other high church officials and recognize the Son of God in them. He recognized their sins but refused to consider them. But isn’t the Son of God present in everyone? Yes, but God chooses to offer salvation to everyone by choosing some for special tasks. Those whom he calls are not necessarily those with the greatest personal merit. The priest is to be reverenced and honored because he has been chosen to act in the person of Christ. When Francis says that priests are “better than I,” he is correct in the sense that priests can bring Christ in a way which laypersons cannot. As noted above, this is a mystery which is a stumbling block to many.

 

While St. Francis is one of the world’s favorite saints, this is an aspect of Francis which the world chooses to overlook. Yet this is central to who Francis is. He did not cling to “my God” or “my Jesus”. He did not attempt to fashion a God or a Jesus who was conformable to his own way of thinking. For Francis, the Word became flesh in Jesus Christ and Jesus Christ founded the Church. He did not separate Christ from His Church. He certainly saw the human Church and human priests, but the eyes of faith helped him to see the Lord in the Church since it was His Church. Francis simply understood that this is God’s world and not our world. God can act the way He sees fit. Francis’s desire was to do good in the world by doing God’s Will and not “good” according to some humanly derived grand plan. This should also be our desire. 

Jim Nugent

The Church: Not Just an Institution

 

In the summer of 1216, St. Francis was in the chapel of St. Mary of the Angels. It was the night before he was to journey to Perugia to visit Pope Honorius III. Christ and His Mother appeared to him, surrounded by angels. The Lord said, “Francis, ask of Me whatever you will for the glory of God and the salvation of men.”

 

Saint Francis replied, “Lord, I pray You by the intercession of the Virgin, Advocate of mankind and present here, to grant an indulgence to all those who visit this church.” The Blessed Mother bowed before her Son to second the request. The Lord told Francis to go to the Pope to obtain the desired favor. Even though there was much opposition from the cardinals to this idea, the Pope quickly agreed to St. Francis’s request. This was the Portiuncola Indulgence of August 2.

 

Here we can see in Francis’s vision four essential and inseparable aspects of our life as Christians: Christ, Mary, angels, and the Church. First of all, Christ did not appear alone to Francis as if Francis’s life as a Christian consisted only in his relationship with Christ. Christ appeared with his Mother and told him to go to the Church with his request. This shows us how much Mary and the Church belong together. We can see in Scripture how Mary gave her total “Yes” to the Lord in the same way that the Lord gave his total “Yes” to the Father. Then Francis was told by the Lord to go to the Church. All of this takes place surrounded by the angels, God’s messengers.

 

First of all, the Lord does not tell Francis what He wants but asks Francis what HE wants. Surely Christ knew what was needed for the “glory of God and the salvation of men”. Yet Christ asks Francis for what Francis wanted since He knew that Francis was already uniting his own will to the Will of the Lord. Francis did have something in mind, but he also sought the intercession of Mary. Even though Francis was told by the Lord to go to the Church in the person of the Pope, Francis in a sense had already done that when he asked Mary to intercede with the Lord for his request. Mary has been called by theologians “The Church at the Source” and the archetypal Church, whose form we must take as our pattern. Just as Mary’s receptivity to the Word of God is a model for all individual Christians, it is also a model for the Church. Francis did not separate Christ from Mary or from the Church. After Francis’s request was ratified by the “archetypal” Church and granted by the Lord, Francis went to the concrete, “sinful” Church to have his request granted.

 

This again points out the error of seeing the Church simply as a “structure” or “institution”. The Church started as a human person totally united to Christ and continues in that mode in spite of all the human imperfections we see in the Church. St. Paul’s concept of the Church as the “Body of Christ” becomes very concrete here. While Francis was not a theologian, he still knew all these things. He knew that the Church had to give her total “Yes” to the Lord in the same way that Mary gave her total “Yes” to the Lord.

 

In making his request, Francis referred to Mary as the “Advocate of mankind”. This surely is true. But then the same can be said for the Church. Unfortunately, many people, including many Catholics, see the Church as just another human institution. However, when the Pope granted the Portiuncola Indulgence, the Church was not just functioning as another human institution; she was functioning as the “Advocate of mankind”.

Jim Nugent

Checking with the Church

In the book Test Everything – Hold Fast to What is Good, the great 20th century theologian, Hans Urs von Balthasar wrote “Before Saint Francis, no one had thought so deeply about the poverty of Christ.  This poverty is not a secondary consideration but a new access to the center.” 

The above statement sheds light on who Jesus Christ is.  If He were just a man, even a great one, one could study His life and eventually exhaust all there is to know about Him.  But that is not possible with Christ.  As the letter to the Hebrews says “At many moments in the past and by many means, God spoke to our ancestors through the prophets; but in our time, the final days, he as spoken to us in the person of his Son, whom he appointed heir of all things and through whom he made the ages.” (Heb 1:1-3).  The Divinity of Christ means that we cannot possibly know all that can be known about Him. 

There were, of course, many great and holy Christians before St. Francis.   None, however, had prayed and contemplated the poverty of Christ the way St. Francis did.  This is not a negative judgment on one any of them, but a recognition that the riches of Divine Revelation in general and Jesus Christ in particular are inexhaustible.  God spoke first to the people of Israel and finally to all of us though Jesus Christ.  Yet are we listening?  Listening does not just mean theology and doctrines, but what is the Lord saying to me in particular.  What does he want ME to do?  Francis was listening and so he ended up doing great things.  Yes, what the Lord wanted of Francis was revealed to him gradually, probably because of Francis’s limitations as a human being and also because what the Lord wanted of him changed with circumstances, and so Francis had to keep listening.  Of course, the poverty of Christ was always there in the gospels, but nobody else heard it the way Francis heard it because nobody else was Francis.  Francis was addressed by the Lord as a member of the Body of Christ, but also as an individual, unique person.  Often, what the Lord communicates to us if we are listening is meant only for us, but sometimes God uses one individual to communicate to many others and even to everyone.  This was the case for Francis.  

There is also something else which Francis can teach us.  One may believe that God is teaching us something new, and we must communicate it to others.  Francis surely felt that, but how did he know that the idea of poverty that he embraced was not a heresy, distortion, or the work of the devil?   There have been others who found “new” ways to live the gospel and yet their efforts eventually came to nothing.  This is why Christ founded the Church. Francis knew that his way of life could be a distortion of the gospel.  Therefore, he went to the Church.   First he went to the Bishop of Assisi and then to the Pope in Rome.  The medieval Church had many problems and yet it seemed to have functioned in the way the Lord wanted it to function.   It had to guard against heresies and protect Divine Revelation but not stifle the Holy Spirit. 

When Francis proposed to the Church his way of radical poverty, it could not be denied that this was in the gospel.  Naturally, his Rule and the way Francis lived it had to be examined carefully.  While some in the Magisterium did not like what he was doing, many saw the value of it.  As the second sentence from the above quote points out “This poverty is not a secondary consideration but a new access to the center.”  At a time when the Church was at its peak of worldly power, Francis opened up to the Church an aspect of the gospel which had been largely forgotten.  Francis allowed many to find Christ at a time when worldly power and ambitions seemed to be overtaking everyone.

The Church teaches that since “the Word was made Flesh” in Jesus Christ, there is no new Divine Revelation.  Yet this Divine Revelation is inexhaustible.   St. Francis showed the truth of that when he lived.   Eight hundred years later it is still true.  Even if the Lord does not call us to transform the Church as St. Francis did, like St. Francis we need to listen to what the Lord is saying to us through prayer.

Jim Nugent

Francis' Attitude toward Clothing

  1. In keeping with section 1 of the Rule:

              1a. Those belonging to this Confraternity shall dress in humble and inexpensive cloth. Subdued, solid colors, as opposed to patterns and designs, should be chosen. Colors shall be neutral shades (black, white, cream, ivory, beige, tan, camel, brown, gray, charcoal, etc.) in conformity with the colors worn by the first penitents and blue in honor of the Blessed Mother who is the patron of the Confraternity of Penitents. The penitent should strive to have only the least expensive and minimum amount of clothing needed for comfort, employment, and utility. 

 

               1b. The penitent should mix and match styles and colors so as appear indistinguishable from other seculars and to avoid the appearance of a wearing a habit. Thus penitents will do penance privately and inconspicuously. 

 

               1c. For evident and necessary cause, a temporary dispensation on clothing colors and quality may be given. 

 

Above is listed part of the Rule of Life of the Confraternity of Penitents adapted from the original rule of 1221. The goal of this, and other sections of the Rule of Life which deal with more specific details regarding clothing, is to avoid calling attention to oneself.


St. Francis is a wonderful example and inspiration of this part of the Rule of Life. We should recall that Francis’s father, Pietro di Bernardone, was a cloth merchant. He was not selling cloth for the mere purpose of keeping warm. No, people purchased his cloth for the purpose of calling attention to themselves, both because of the expense of the cloth and the beauty of the cloth. As a savvy businessman, Pietro must have known how to appeal to and profit from the vanity of his customers. The youthful Francis was certainly exposed to this way of thinking. Like many other aspects of secular life, Francis saw that it was necessary to reject this way of thinking and acting. He knew that he could not serve “two masters”. He made this very clear when he appeared naked in the Bishop of Assisi’s court and dramatically handed all his fine clothing back to his father Pietro early in 1207. Yes, the Bishop did immediately cloth Francis in a rich velvet mantle as he took Francis under his protection, but Francis was quick to give the mantle back to the bishop. Instead, he obtained a torn and tattered tunic from a farmer to wear. Thus Francis exchanged his rich and fine clothes for rags which would make him indistinguishable from the most insignificant and despised beggar


At first probably Francis was not noticed except in a negative way because of the contrast with his previous life. But then Francis’s life did attract attention, not for himself but for the Lord. Just as Jesus Christ possessed the splendor of Divinity under the cloak of humble humanity, Francis also possessed the splendor of living a life in union with the Lord under the cloak of rags and humble attire. But eventually Francis did succeed in drawing attention, not to himself but to the Lord. There were others who were attracted to the Lord through Francis. Of course, Francis’s rule for his friars to live the gospel also entailed simple clothing.


This “counter-cultural” way of dressing did not stop with those who became friars. Francis was asked to provide a rule of life for lay people who were not free to become friars. This rule was the Rule of 1221 written by Cardinal Hugolino, the protector of the Order. The Rule and Constitutions of the Confraternity of Penitents is adapted from this 1221 rule. We as laypersons are to imitate St. Francis by showing the splendor of Christ under the cloak of simple, humble clothing. The clothing aspect of the rule is one more way to try to avoid putting ourselves between those we meet and Jesus Christ. Our clothing, of course, should not turn others away from Christ. We need to refrain from causing others to focus on the glories of this world and thereby forgetting the glories of Christ because of our dress. Ornate dress does certainly have a place in the Church since the vestments of priests and bishops, for example, do serve to draw attention not to the wearer of the vestments but to the priestly and kingly character of Jesus Christ. We need to have the same sense of balance that St. Francis had when he honored priests and bishops even in their ornate vestments, without desiring the fine dress which goes with that honor.

 

Jim Nugent

 

The Help of the Saints

 

When Pope Benedict XVI was installed as Bishop on Rome on April 24, 2005, he said the following concerning how he could possibly fulfill the task which was given to him. “And now, at this moment, weak servant of God that I am, I must assume this enormous task, which truly exceeds all human capacity. How can I do this? How will I be able to do it? All of you, my dear friends, have just invoked the entire host of Saints, represented by some of the great names in the history of God’s dealings with mankind. In this way, I too can say with renewed conviction: I am not alone. I do not have to carry alone what in truth I could never carry alone. All the Saints of God are there to protect me, to sustain me, to carry me.” Of course, the Saints are there not only for the Pope but for us also. Since the Saints are those who through Christ have emerged victorious over sin, they can help us in our struggles.

 

Those of us who especially honor St. Francis have one who has gone before us in many of the same battles against evil and has triumphed in Christ. While Francis lived in a different era than we live in, the temptations are the same as we experience. First there was the youthful Francis who was drawn to worldly glory and triumph like so many of his contemporaries. Yet in Christ he was given the strength to turn away from that and turn towards the Lord to become the Herald of the Great King.

 

How many of us have friends, coworkers, and even relatives who do not understand why we take the Catholic faith seriously? Yet Francis had to deal with the same issues in his own time with his father, brother, and the friends of his youth. Like us, Francis was surrounded by people who professed to be Catholics and yet lived as though there was no God. Francis’s desire to live the gospel made him look like a freak. Even those who professed to be followers of Francis often did not understand him or his mission to live the Gospel. They were attracted to his charism of poverty and simplicity but were not willing to live as he lived.

 

We should not assume that it was easy for Francis of Assisi to become St. Francis of Assisi. The life of penance that God calls us to surely is not an easy life. Yet Francis knew what the “good life” was yet he rejected it for the infinitely better life. But the pull of the former life was surely always there. This is probably why Francis undertook penitential practices for himself which did not require of his friars. The siren call of sexual immorality was certain there throughout his life. Then there was also the call to power and self will. Even when many of his friars were not living the life he desired them to live, he still understood that the Order of Friars Minor belonged to the Lord and not to him. Then there was also the call of legitimate comforts and pleasures, which Francis did at times engage in, but which had to be kept under control. Just as Francis could not overcome these problems alone, neither can we. But Francis, along with many other Saints, showed us how to overcome the world because Christ overcame the world. (John 16:33)

 

We do not all have the burden of being the Pope like Benedict XVI, but we do have our own trials of living a Christian life in a world which is not friendly to the Christian life.

 

Just as Pope Benedict is not alone in performing his task, we are not alone in performing our tasks. All the Saints, and especially St. Francis, are with us in all of our struggles. Since we know so much about the life of St. Francis, we can see in detail the conflicts and struggles he faced and can see that they are not so different from our own. May we invoke his assistance in these struggles. 

 

Jim Nugent

 

Embracing True Freedom

 

We can look at the life of St. Francis as a challenge to the modern concept of freedom. It is common in modern society to look at freedom as the ability to follow ones own will and do exactly as one wants. It is common to think, “I can do whatever I want in my life with regard to sex, money, politics, relationships, free time, and so forth as long as I am doing what I think is right.” Obligations such as taxes, family, or the need to make a living are looked upon as interfering with freedom. In such an environment, traditional morality is seen as a great inhibition on freedom. Right and wrong are what I think they are and not what some authority from the past tells me they are.

 

Francis as a youth seemed to have a large degree of freedom. He was young, healthy, and came from a rich family. His dream was to become a knight and he pursued that dream. Even in our modern world we are told to do exactly what Francis did as a youth- follow your dreams. While Francis probably never had the current modern attitude toward freedom, he still must have felt the seductive pull of the world which told him that he can have full happiness and fulfillment from the things of this world. Then came the reality check. Francis was captured. Francis was imprisoned. Francis got sick. This was probably the start of Francis’s conversion.

 

Even after Francis was released from prison and recovered from his illness, he was now aware of reality. Who is really free? Who can do anything they want? No matter how much money they have or how much power they possess or how much security they have, no one is free from things that are beyond their control. Who is secure from terrorism, economic disasters, natural disasters, sickness, or even the duplicity of those around them? Is the earth itself secure from cosmic disasters? Are not people who pursue “peace and security” running after something which they will never possess?

 

Yet Francis also knew that there was One who walked the earth who did possess all these things. All the great ones and lords of the earth did not possess it, but this One did. The freedom that the modern world seeks can only be possessed by God.

 

What did He do with His freedom? Did he solve all the world’s problems and thus build up His own power and glory? No, He obeyed His Father even to the point of being despised and rejected by men undergoing a shameful crucifixion with criminals. What a way to use freedom!

 

Is then freedom the “impossible dream”? Can no human being be really free? Are we the slaves of the capricious whims of a vast and impersonal universe? Francis knew that the answer was no. We can have the same freedom that the truly free One had if we unite ourselves with Him and live as He lived in union with the Father. Francis decided to stop serving “lords” who were not really free themselves and to start serving the One who has absolute freedom. He decided to become the “Herald of the Great King”. Did Francis have no more pains, sorrows, and frustrations after that? Of course he did. But he also knew, like the King he served, that he was in the hands of the Creator and Ruler of the universe. Francis knew that even the “bad” things that happened only happened with the permission of the Lord of all of it. And this Lord of the universe is infinitely more benevolent than any human Lord could ever be. He sacrificed His Son for us. This is a source of great joy for us even in times of trial and tribulation.

 

What about us? Do we seek the false freedom which the world promises and can never be delivered? Or do we seek the freedom which comes from union with the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit? Francis had that freedom along with all the saints both canonized and uncanonized. Do we want it?

 

Jim Nugent

 

"Look for the Things That Are Above"

 

We read in St. Paul’s letter to the Colossians “Since you have been raised up to be with Christ, you must look for the things that are above, where Christ is, sitting at God’s right hand.  Let your thoughts be on things above, not on the things that are on the earth, because you have died, and now the life you have is hidden with Christ in God.  But when Christ is revealed-and he is your life-you, too, will be revealed with him in glory.” (Col 3:1-4)  These words of St. Paul are very beautiful, but how do we apply them to our own lives as Christians?  We can get help with this from the life of St. Francis who really did live for the things that are above.

 

Francis lived at a time when the dominance of the Church in society meant that the “things above” were before the eyes of everyone.  Even so, the pull of the “things that are on the earth” was very strong also.  A brief study of medieval society shows that the glory, riches, and power of this world had a very strong pull on people, even those within the Church.  Francis was very much a part of that society and he fully experienced the opposing forces.

 

As the young Francis gradually moved from being the lover of friends, good times, and knightly glory to being the “Herald of the Great King”, he was not engaging in an “escape to heaven” or a “flight from this world”.  No, Francis lived in this world until he died.  But he also understood the words of the Lord:  “Anyone who wants to save his life will lose it; but anyone who loses his life for my sake will find it.” (Mt 16:25) He could see that those who lived only for this world ended up focusing only on the self and ended up losing their life.  By focusing on Christ, who is “above”, Francis could pull out of himself and truly love others because it is the very nature of God to love.

 

We can understand why Francis insisted so much on poverty for the Friars Minor.  He could see clearly from his own experience how riches can pull us away from the Lord and cause us to focus on what is here below.  Francis’s mistrust of worldly learning can also be understood in this light.  Even the study of sublime Divine Truths can lead one to pride and to the exaltation of the self.  Francis’s absolute obedience to the Church aided his quest to set the self aside in order to obey Christ.  Even his love of God’s creatures should be understood in the sense that they reflected God’s glory and not their own glory.

 

By choosing to die to himself, Francis was able to follow Christ.  Since he followed Christ, he was able to experience Christ in many ways. Thus he was able to bear witness to Christ and bring the light of Christ to the world.  By not clinging to the world and not trying to grasp the world as a possession, Francis was able to change the world in a way which could not be done by “worldly” people.  By seeking that which is above, Francis was certainly not abandoning or leaving the world.

 

In our modern society, the “pull” of the world is so much stronger than it was in Francis’s time because of our imagined self-sufficiency which stems from our greater material prosperity.  It seems as though we do not need to worry about the “above” because our scientific expertise can take care of everything.  We as Christians need to pay attention to what St. Paul says about seeking that which is above but also what Paul says happens if we cling to this earth: “That is why you must kill everything in you that is earthly: sexual vice, impurity, uncontrolled passion, evil desires and especially greed, which is the same thing as worshipping a false god; it is precisely these things which draw God’s retribution on those who resist.” (Col 3:5-6).  Can we not see all these things in our modern “enlightened” society?  We can be inspired by the words of St. Paul but we can also be instructed by the way St. Francis lived these same words of St. Paul.

 

Jim Nugent

 

Saint Francis and "Going Green"

 

There are many stories of St. Francis’s love for all creatures. For example, there is the time that Francis saw a man walking in a village with two lambs tied together and wrapped around his neck. They bleated in distress and Francis had pity on them. The man who had the lambs was taking them to sell for food because he needed the money. Francis gave the man his cloak in payment for the lambs.

 

Another time Francis encountered a boy who had caught some turtle doves in a snare and was taking them to sell. Francis asked for them and the boy gave them to him. Francis made nests for the turtle doves and they laid their young at the friary. They were as tame as chickens. Finally, Francis sent the family of turtle doves on their way. There also was Francis’s crow that went to choir with the brothers, ate with them, visited sick friars with them, and even went to beg alms with them. When Francis died, this crow refused to eat and died of grief at the tomb of Francis. There are many other stories of Francis protecting creatures, even worms, from harm from humans and other animals.

 

Francis even made friends with a cricket. One hot day, Francis heard a cricket singing. Francis was so enthralled, that he approached the cricket. Normally, the cricket would fall silent when humans approach. But when Francis bid the cricket to come to him, she came out of her hiding place in a tree and into Francis’s hand. The cricket then sang for Francis and Francis spoke to the cricket of his hopes and dreams. Then Francis lifted his hand and the cricket returned to her tree. For eight days the cricket would fly to his hand, sing, or be silent according to his command. Then Francis let the cricket go so that he and the friars would not glory over such a thing.

 

These stories about St. Francis have endeared him to both believers and unbelievers alike. St. Francis’s love for all creatures fits in well with the current emphasis on ecology, environmentalism, and “going green”. We must, however, understand that Francis does not just confirm our inclination for harmony with nature and the environment. He demands much more from us than that.

 

Francis honored and respected nature and creatures not because they were a god to be worshipped but because they, like us, came from the hand of God. The cricket who can sing, the dove who can moan, or the lamb who could bleat are reflections of the glory of God. Francis was in harmony and peace with himself because he was in harmony and peace with God. Because he was in harmony and peace with God, he was in harmony and peace with all creatures. Why would the cricket fly into the hand of Francis or the wild doves and crow stay with Francis and the friars if they did not trust Francis? Why would they trust Francis? They trusted him because he was in harmony with himself, God, and all creation. Francis knew very well of his dependence on God and he lived this dependence by his poverty. I think that these creatures in their own way also sensed their dependence on God and could sense this in Francis. They knew that Francis was a “higher” being than they but also a higher being who could be trusted. Just as a pet such as dog or a cat can learn to trust their master, they somehow could sense that Francis could be trusted.

 

Let St. Francis teach us the true environmentalism. Francis can teach us that we should not exploit and despoil nature to the detriment of both creatures and other humans. We also should not adore or worship nature as a god. Both ways will lead us away from the path showed us by St. Francis. We need to understand that it all comes from the hand of God and live our lives in harmony with God.  

Jim Nugent

Suffering and Holiness

Most of us are familiar with the Old Testament book of Job. In that book, God speaks to Satan and praises Job for being such a good man who shuns evil. Satan responds that Job is only good because God had made him prosperous and protected him from evil. Satan challenges God to allow him to take these things away and then Job will curse God. God allows Satan to take away Job’s possessions, but Job does not curse God. Then Satan challenges God to allow him to take away Job’s health and then Job will curse God. God allows Satan to make Job very sick but to spare his life. 

The book continues with a discussion between Job and his friends on the reasons for Job’s suffering. Job’s friends give the traditional view that suffering is a punishment for sin and prosperity a reward for virtue, and so Job’s suffering is caused by sin. Yet Job protests that he has not sinned and asks God for an explanation for his suffering. Job’s friends reply that Job must have sinned since suffering is a punishment for evil. This debate goes on for many chapters. Finally, God appears and gives His answer which is really not an answer. The ways of God are beyond human comprehension, and so Job is reduced to silence. God also rebukes Job’s friends for misrepresenting God and thinking that they understand the ways of God. God does not rebuke Job for questioning Him but restores Job’s fortunes double.

When we look at the life of St. Francis, we can see how consoling is the book of Job for us. St. Francis suffered greatly in his life.  First he suffered, like Job, from not having possessions. He also suffered, like Job, from his many illnesses and infirmities and from his stigmata. St. Francis also suffered greatly to see so many of his followers not following the vision he had for the Friars Minor. Francis’s greatest sufferings came near the end of his life when he was also at his highest state of holiness. If the friends of Job were correct, and suffering is a punishment for sin, what must be the suffering which those of us who are far less holy than St. Francis must endure? God’s rebuke to the friends of Job demonstrates that God is not the way Job’s friends envisioned Him.  

Yet God does not give Job an answer concerning why the virtuous suffer. Why did St. Francis, St. Clare, St. Elizabeth of Hungary, and so many other saints, both canonized and uncanonized, down through the ages suffer even while they were living very holy lives?

The book of Job does not give an answer nor do other books of the Bible supply a pat answer as to why the innocent and virtuous suffer. Yet it does seem that in the mysterious ways of God, love and suffering go together in this world.  It seems that those like St. Francis and others who love greatly also suffer greatly. Of course, when we gaze at a crucifix we see infinite love and infinite suffering at the same time. Naturally, suffering is not the object of our love. We are commanded to love God and our neighbor as ourselves. We are not commanded to love suffering. St. Francis certainly loved intensely during his life on earth, and he also suffered intensely. Does St. Francis still love even now? Yes.  Does he suffer now? No. This may be one crucial difference between heaven and earth. We do not know why we must suffer even when we love, yet in God’s infinite and mysterious wisdom it is part of the human condition of this world. Even our Lord Jesus Christ was not exempt. 

We certainly are not to love sufferings and yet it seems as though in this world those who flee from suffering also flee from love.  Since God is love, those who will not love separate themselves from God. This is not a pat answer to the question of suffering. Like Job, St. Francis, and all the other saints we have to understand that we are God’s creatures and not His equal.  

Jim Nugent

Christmas: Seeing the Hidden God

As is well known, St. Francis was the first to give us the “Christmas Pageant”. This was done at Greccio on Christmas Eve of 1223. He had arranged for Christmas Eve Mass at real manger on a mountainside with the hay, the ox, and the ass. There was a procession of friars and people from Greccio who carried a thousand torches up the mountain on a snowy night. We can safely say that St. Francis gave us Christmas in a new way.

What, however, did St. Francis, in 1223, do for the people of Greccio and for us? Francis certainly did see God in nature as The Canticle of Brother Sun amply illustrates. However, one can see God in nature even without the eyes of faith. Francis, at Greccio, brought to us what only the eyes of faith can see, the hidden God. Moses had to leave his familiar circumstances and climb Mount Sinai to find God in the cloud. Elijah had to go to Mount Horeb to find God not in a hurricane, earthquake, or fire but in a light murmuring sound. (1K 19:9-18). The shepherds at Bethlehem were told “This will be a sign for you: you will find a baby wrapped in swaddling cloths and lying in a manger” (Lk 2:12). Also, the wise men from the east came from far away to find the infant King of the Jews (Lk 2:1-2). Likewise, Francis led the people of Greccio out of their homes and up a mountain to meet the hidden God. Francis knew that we do not meet God in terrible and spectacular manifestations which force us to adore Him. No, we find Him in the helpless and dependent baby. We find Him in the Man totally under the power of sinful men who relied completely on His Heavenly Father. Yes, there was the glory of the resurrection, which we celebrate on Easter, but even that was seen only by those chosen by the Father to witness it.

Advent, like Lent, is a time of penance, a time of conversion. It is a time to leave our comfortable circumstances and turn to the hidden God. Unfortunately, Christmas is now often looked upon as an event to be remembered from the comfortably distant past. Of course, the abbreviation, A.D. does not mean “after Christ” but “anno Domini” or “year of our Lord”. This means that Christ is with us. Advent reminds us that, to the extent that we live in egotism and self-sufficiency, we are still “before Christ” and not in the “year of our Lord”. While the secular world celebrates the time before Christmas with shopping and parties, it seems to know nothing about Advent as a time of penance and conversion. Even those who decry the commercialism of Christmas often talk of Christmas in warm, fuzzy terms of peace and goodwill. They fail to see the source of peace, which is the hidden God. As St. Francis pointed out to us, Christmas is time to go out to encounter the hidden God who comes to us in weakness and dependency on the Father. A few months later St. Francis himself went out to Mount La Verna to encounter the hidden God and receive the stigmata from an angel. The peace that Christmas brings comes from the God who came to us in hidden form as a helpless baby.

We have to ask ourselves with whom we align ourselves. Are we with Herod and Jerusalem with him who were concerned only with their comfort in this life and could not recognize Him even when He was pointed out to them by the wise men and scripture? Or are we with Mary, Joseph, the wise men, the shepherds, Francis? They could see with the eyes of faith the hidden God.

Jim Nugent

Following the Will of the Father, until the End

We are all familiar with the Gospel accounts of the Transfiguration of the Lord. In these accounts Jesus took Peter, James, and John to a high mountain “to pray”. (Lk 9:28) He was then transfigured before their eyes so that his face shown “like the sun” and his garments became “white as light” (Mt 17:2). Then Moses and Elijah appeared and spoke with Jesus about his coming Passion (Lk 9:31). After Peter proposed the construction of three tents, the Voice from the cloud came stating, “This is my Son…..”. In the Gospels of Matthew, Mark, and Luke, this event comes a few days after Peter’s profession of faith in the Lord. It is also linked with the coming Passion of the Lord. The Lord made this very clear as they were coming down the mountain. Thus we must recognize that the divinity and glorification of the Lord belong with the Cross.

 

We can see how this idea applies to all of us when we look at the life of St. Francis. In the late summer of 1224, Francis went up to mount La Verna to pray. On the eve of the feast of the Triumph of the Cross, September 14, Francis received the stigmata of the Lord. He had the wounds of Christ on his hands, feet, and side. Here we can see in St. Francis how glory and exaltation go with the shame and agony of the cross just as it did with the Lord. Just as the Lord had His Transfiguration, St. Francis had his transfiguration on mount La Verna. Of course, his was different from that of the Lord. When Christ’s face shown like “the sun” and his garments were “white as light” this was a manifestation of His Divinity which He possessed in Himself. The wounds of Christ which were placed on St. Francis’s body were a reflection of the Glory and Divinity of the Lord. This was a time in Francis’s life when he was being honored as a living saint. The stigmata was a visible confirmation of the life that Francis was leading at that time.

 

As it was with the Lord, with St. Francis the cross also came along with the glory and exaltation. The stigmata were given to Francis two years before he died. In the last two years of his life, Francis suffered grievously from many physical ailments. He also suffered greatly in seeing his vision for the Order being rejected by many of his friars as his ideas about poverty and humility were set aside. He now also lived in dependence on and obedience to others. Just as the nails in Our Lord’s hands and feet slowly drained his life away, so the stigmata was a visible manifestation of the life of Francis draining away. Francis was simply following his Lord. The Lord was obeying the Will of the Father to the very end. Francis did the same.

 

The life of St. Francis helps us to understand Jesus Christ as well as our own lives. The cross and divinity go together. Even those of us who do not experience worldly honor and glory will experience it with and in Christ as did St. Francis. This is not only for the next life but also for this one. St. Francis certainly experienced great suffering and pain in the last years of his life. He also received great consolations from the Lord. Francis shows us that we have to follow the Lord by obeying the Father’s Will no matter where it leads us. This certainly does not mean that we all go to mount La Verna to receive the stigmata. It does mean that we must unite ourselves to the Will of the Father. Why did the Lord go to the mountain of the Transfiguration? To pray. Why did St. Francis go to the mount La Verna? To pray. This is what we all must do to truly follow the Lord. 

Jim Nugent 

Francis, the Prophet

We generally do not think of St. Francis as a prophet. Why not? We usually think of a prophet as someone who predicts future events. St. Francis was certainly not known for that. The idea that the job of prophets is the prediction of the future is a distortion of the office of prophecy. Since knowing the future is a strong human desire, there have always been in pagan religions fortune tellers and soothsayers. Even now in our “enlightened, secular” times there are people and techniques for foretelling the future.

Prophecy is something different. It arose from the faith of Israel. The people of Israel worshipped the true God, the real God, the God who created everything and was in charge of everything. The enlightened pagans knew this God existed, but this God chose Israel especially as His own people. Moses was the first prophet of the people of Israel.

In Jesus of Nazareth, Pope Benedict XVI tells us why Moses was a prophet. “The most important thing about the figure of Moses is neither all the miraculous deeds he is reported to have done nor his many works and sufferings along the way from the ‘house of bondage in Egypt’ through the desert to the threshold of the Promised Land. The most important thing is that he spoke with God as with a friend. This was the only possible springboard for his works; this was the only possible source of the Law that was to show Israel its path through history.” (page 4) This definition applies not only to Moses but to all the genuine prophets of the people of Israel. The ultimate prophet was the One who Moses himself predicted would come. Jesus not only spoke with God as a “friend” but as a Son in the full and literal sense. The divine and human natures were in the one person, Jesus.

Going by Pope Benedict’s definition of a prophet, St. Francis certainly qualifies as a prophet. Francis was so close to God that the divine Son chose to share His Wounds from our sins with Francis. This brings us to another insight for Pope Benedict XVI in Jesus of Nazareth. “Prophets fail: Their message goes too much against general opinion and the comfortable habits of life. It is only through failure that their word becomes efficacious. This failure of the Prophets is an obscure question mark hanging over the whole history of Israel, and in a certain way it constantly recurs in the history of humanity. Above all, it is also again and again the destiny of Jesus Christ: He ends up on the Cross. But that very Cross is the source of great fruitfulness.” (pages 189-190)

We can see this very readily in the life of St. Francis from the beginning. In 1207, after Francis had broken with his former way of life and stood naked before his father, the people of Assisi, and the Bishop of Assisi, he fled to the neighboring city of Gubbio. There he was welcomed by the people of Gubbio and into the home of a rich citizen of that city. However, Francis was not welcomed there because of his radical embrace of poverty and abandonment to the Lord. Rather, he was welcomed because Assisi and Gubbio were allies against the common enemy, Perugia. It was know that Francis had fought bravely and suffered imprisonment in the war against Perugia. They were more interested in the fight against Perugia than in Francis’s message of poverty, humility, and abandonment to Christ. At that time and up to the present, the people of Gubbio still celebrate the feast of Bishop Ubaldo, who courageously led the people to a victory against Perugia in 1151. The people of Gubbio were not hostile to Francis; they just could not understand what he was telling them about his new way of life. After a few months Francis returned to Assisi to care for the lepers.

This event in the life of St. Francis illustrates what Pope Benedict says about the “failure” of prophets. Francis’s new way of life did not come from himself but from his closeness to the Lord. This closeness increased until his death. Yes, there were many who followed Francis in varying degrees, but very few fully embraced his vision. This was a great source of suffering for Francis. Yet, like Jesus, Francis’s life of “failure” has provided great fruitfulness through the centuries. We need to understand that as we grow closer to the Lord and become “prophets” there will be those who understand and help us, but there will also be many who will look upon is as “strange”, “odd”, or “weird”. The pull of the world is stronger than the pull of God for many people. 

Jim Nugent 

Martyrdom, Saint Francis, and Us

What is a martyr? Usually, a martyr is defined as someone who dies for some religious principle and in the Christian sense, for Christ. By that definition, the first Franciscan martyrs are the five who were brutally killed by Muslims in Morocco in 1220. They were Sts. Berard, Peter, Otto, Accursius, and Adjutus. They were sent by Francis to evangelize in Africa. By that definition, therefore, Francis himself was not a martyr.

We must understand that “martyr” in the above sense is a very narrow definition of the word. The word “martyr” derives from the Greek word for “witness”. It really has nothing to do with a bloody death. For the Christian, dying for Christ certainly is the ultimate witness to Him, but it is not the only form of witness. When Peter stated publicly, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God” (Mt 16:16), he was already a martyr, although he did eventually suffer martyrdom in the narrow sense. The martyr as a witness is not an anonymous group or committee. It is a person who takes responsibility for their witness. That is what Peter did. Of course, it is also possible to fail as a witness as when Peter denied the Lord three times, “I do not know the Man”. The Lord gave Peter a “second chance” to witness when He asked Peter after His Resurrection by the Sea of Tiberias, “Simon son of John, do you love me more than these others do?” (Jn 21:15). Three times He asked Peter this question and three times Peter answered in the affirmative. Then the Lord three times asked Peter to “Feed My Sheep.”

Jesus was really asking Peter if he would witness to Him. For the three times that Peter denied being a witness of Christ, Peter was given the opportunity to affirm that he would witness for the Lord. For that time onward, Peter was a martyr (witness) for Christ and not just at his death. Peter had taken personal responsibility for his witness to Christ. 

In the full sense of the word, Francis was a martyr for Christ, especially after his conversion. His martyrdom expanded as his life progressed, and he drew many others into his martyrdom. But how did Francis live as a martyr? It is easy to pick out specific instances where Francis gave witness to Christ and thus functioned as a martyr. When Francis stood naked before his father, the Bishop, and many of the people of Assisi, he was certainly giving witness to the Lord. Another dramatic example occurred when Francis stood before the Sultan in Egypt and preached the gospel. Near the end of his life, the stigmata certainly showed Francis’s willingness to witness to the passion of the Lord. It was not only by dramatic means that Francis served as a witness. He did this by his dress, his poverty, his penances, and his total lifestyle, all of which were very much against the culture of the time. In all these things he was a witness for Christ.  

While Francis and other saints were certainly martyrs or witnesses for Christ, we are all called to do the same. Most likely, none of us will be called to witness in the dramatic ways that St. Francis witnessed. Yet we can witness to Christ by our penitential lifestyle, our dress, our living at peace with all. Unfortunately, our society suffers from the failure of Christians to witness. Do we not say with Peter “I do not know the Man” when we treat Sunday as just another day to pursue our own agenda? Do we not deny Him when our sexual morality, our donations to charity, our voting preferences, our use of money, and our general lifestyle are indistinguishable from everyone else’s? Of course, martyrdom had its costs for St. Peter, for St. Francis, and it has its costs also for us. Are we willing to pay the price?

Jim Nugent 

Seek the Face of God and “Follow Instructions”

 

There are times when all of us are bewildered and do not know where to turn.  Francis was in that situation in 1206.  He knew that he had a call from the Lord to abandon his former life, but what did the Lord want of him?   This was the question in Francis’s mind when he entered the very run down, crumbling church of San Damiano. Over the door of the church there were the words “Domus mea”, My house.  The now famous San Damiano crucifix, the symbol that has been adopted by the Confraternity of Penitents, which hung near the altar, had survived the decay. 

 

What was Francis doing in “My house”?  He was doing what people have done since Old Testament times--he was seeking the face of God. We read in Psalm 24: “Who may go up the mountain of the Lord?  Who can stand in His holy place?   The clean of hand and pure of heart, who are not devoted to idols, who have not sworn falsely.  They will receive blessings from the Lord, and justice from their saving God.  Such are the people that love the Lord, that seek the face of the God of Jacob.”  (Ps 24:3-6) When Francis embraced the leper, he was rejecting his former attachment to earthly beauty and now he was “pure of heart”.  Even that, however, is not enough.  Francis still had to seek the “face of God” and he did that by going to the Church of San Damiano and praying before the crucifix.

 

In the Church of San Damiano, Francis found what he was seeking.  By gazing at the San Damiano crucifix, the Lord returned the favor by gazing back at him.  Then, the Lord spoke to Francis saying, “Francis, go and repair My house, which, as you see, is falling into ruin.”  This call was repeated a second and third time.

 

Francis immediately  set out to obey the Lord.  He went and took some rich cloth from his father’s shop and sold it in the neighboring city of Foligno to get money to pay for the restoration of San Damiano.  Since this occurred before Francis was disowned by his father, he was not stealing.  Francis had taken the Lord literally and understood that He wanted him to repair churches.  Therefore, Francis set about to repair churches in the area.  I believe that Francis understood the Lord correctly.   While the Lord did not want Francis to spend the rest of his life repairing churches, that is exactly what the Lord demanded of Francis at that time.  By selling his father’s cloth, he angered his father so much that it led his father to disown him.  Francis was pushed further into the Church.  This in turn led Francis to seek support from the Church which led to the formation of the Friars Minor.

 

Here, Francis can teach a practical way to seek the will of God for our lives.  First, we have to take the advice of Psalm 24 and seek to rid ourselves of attachment to sin.  Sin is the barrier which blocks the face of God from our eyes.  When the flesh and worldly cares dominate us, then we are not “pure of heart” and God is unable to reach us.  Then we have to seek His Face, in other words, His Presence.  Francis did it with the San Damiano crucifix.  Francis’s experience before the crucifix teaches us that we should not  expect the Lord to lay out an entire life plan before us.  We only need to know what He expects of us now.  We must learn to “just follow instructions” and not worry about what is down the road.

Jim Nugent 

Francis and the Leper

 

Even those of us who have decided to follow the Lord Jesus Christ totally often still have our attachments to the world. An example of this from the life of St. Francis comes from his attitude toward leprosy after his conversion.

 

In the Old Testament times, Sheol was known as the abode of the dead. It was believed then that death did not bring about total annihilation as the materialists now believe. The person still existed as a shadow of their existence while alive. They did not have communion with fellow human beings or with God, but existed in isolation. As the psalmist prays, “Yahweh, relent and save my life, rescue me because of your faithful love, for in death there is no remembrance of you: who could sing your praises in Sheol?” (Ps 6:4-5). Leprosy and other sicknesses were considered to be a foretaste of Sheol. The sick, and especially lepers, were isolated from the human community.

 

During the time of St. Francis, this attitude toward leprosy continued but with one important difference. In the region of Assisi, there was a hospital near the castle of Arce dedicated to Saint Lazarus, the beggar who was covered with sores in the parable of Jesus related by St. Luke (Lk 16:19-31). When a person showed the symptoms of leprosy, they needed to hide from human society. When they were discovered, they were taken to the leper hospital. Each leper entered the hospital with a ceremony in the hospital chapel presided by a priest. The priest sprinkled the leper with holy water and said “My brother, dear poor little man of good God, by means of great sadness and tribulation, of sickness, of leprosy, and of many other miseries, one gains the kingdom of heaven, where there is no sickness or sorrow, and all is pure and white, without stain, more brilliant than the sun. You will go there, if it pleases God. In the meantime, be a good Christian, bear with patience this adversity, and God will be merciful to you.”

 

The priest then said, “My brother, the separation has to do only with your body. As for the spirit, which is more important, you are still, as you were before, a participant in the prayers of our Holy Mother Church, as if every day you were assisting in the Divine Offices. Charitable men will provide for your lesser needs, and God will never abandon you. Take care of yourself and have patience. God is with you. Amen.”

 

Black earth is then sprinkled on the head of the leper and the priest said, “Die to the world, be born again in God. O Jesus my Redeemer, who made me of earth and clothed me with a body, make me rise again in the new day.” The people then responded, “My bones tremble, my soul loses its way. Alleluia. Have mercy on us, O Lord. Keep us from evil.”

 

The Gospel relating the story of the ten lepers was read. The leper was then given a list of instructions on how he was to now behave to avoid contact with human society. He was to wear a special cloak which identified him as a leper. He was forbidden to drink from rivers, springs, or wells. He could only drink from a special flask. He could touch nothing which was not his own with his bare hands but must wear gloves. Other instructions were given him for the purpose of avoiding human contact so as to not contaminate others with leprosy. Finally, he was given a wooden clapper which he was to sound to warn others of his presence.

 

The leper then proceeded with the priest and congregation to the cell where he must live with the meager things he needed to live. His former possessions went to the hospital. Then, the leper must respond, “Here is my perpetual resting place. Here I shall live. This is my vow.” Outside his cell was a stump for the collection of alms which the priest and congregation would leave for the leper. Everyone then left the leper in his cell, and the priest chanted, “Omnipotent God, who throws down the pride of the ancient enemy through the sufferings of your Only Son, give to your servant the necessary strength to bear with devotion and patience the evil that oppresses him. Amen.” Then the people responded, “Amen.”. The leper was sent to “Sheol”, but the Church also gave him the Hope of Christ. Like a religious even now, the leper had to die to the world in order to live for Christ.

 

After his conversion, Francis still had not made the break with the world which the leper was required to make. He avoided the leper hospital, and when he gave alms, he asked others to deliver them. When he did see a leper, he was repulsed by the sight. However, the Lord saw his deficiency and remedied it. Once, when Francis was riding on a horse, he saw a repulsive leper right in the middle of the road. He could not avoid him. However, he did not flee. He got off his horse, walked up to the leper, put an offering of charity into the hands of the leper, and then kissed the deformed flesh of the hand of the leper. After the leper withdrew his hand, Francis looked up and the leper was gone. Several days later, Francis went to the hospital of Saint Lazarus and gave each leper a piece of gold and a kiss on the lips.

 

St. Bonaventure says that the leper was Christ who returned to fulfill the prophesy of Isaiah: “he was despised, the lowest of men, a man of sorrows, familiar with suffering, one from whom, as it were, we averted our gaze, despised, for whom we had no regard. Yet ours were the sufferings he was bearing, ours the sorrows he was carrying, while we thought of him as someone being punished and struck with affliction by God.” (Is 53:3-4)

Francis, like all of us, had to embrace the Lord in whatever form He comes to us. 

 

Jim Nugent

 

Gospel Poverty, Gospel Childhood

 

In the Gospels, Jesus praises two states of life: childhood and poverty.

 

Regarding childhood, the Gospels recount the following incident: “At that time the disciples came to Jesus and said, `Who is the greatest in the kingdom of Heaven?’  So he called a little child to him whom he set among them.  Then he said, `In truth I tell you, unless you change and become like little children you will never enter the kingdom of Heaven.  And so, the one who makes himself as little as this little child is the greatest in the kingdom of Heaven.” (Mt 18:1-4)

 

Jesus praised poverty in these words: “How blessed are you who are poor: the kingdom of God is yours.” (Lk 6:20)

 

In the life of St. Francis we can see clearly the relationship between poverty and childhood. Certainly Francis embraced poverty for himself and the Friars Minor, but he also embraced childhood during his whole life in the sense that Jesus spoke of it in the Gospels.  

 

There is good reason to believe that Francis, like Jesus, had a happy childhood.  Francis’s father, Pietro Bernardone, and his mother, Lady Pica, were good parents.  While Pietro is often viewed in a negative light because he did not support Francis’s vocation, he did provide a secure family environment for Francis.  Pietro probably often took Francis to France with him for the purpose of teaching him the merchant’s trade to prepare him for adulthood.  Lady Pica saw to it that Francis learned the Catholic faith.  Although the details of Francis’s childhood are not known in detail, the problems which often affect modern home life seem to be absent.

 

One can easily see how Francis’s childhood helped make it possible for him to embrace the very countercultural life of a friar’s poverty.  Throughout his life Francis was never “self- sufficient”.  He never really “earned his own keep.”  As a child he was dependent on his parents.  As a soldier, he was dependent upon the military.  As a friar, he was dependent upon God.  The life of St. Francis helps clarify why Jesus makes becoming a child necessary to enter the kingdom of Heaven.  Jesus was certainly not praising the immaturity and self-centeredness of children.  Hopefully these aspects of childhood are temporary.  What should endure from childhood are the need and dependence on others and ultimately on God and the lack of power and possessions.  When we become totally “self-sufficient” and trust in our power and possessions, we are lost.  Francis was not a parasite who received and never gave back.  He did give to others and supported others, but his “payment” was the alms that others had freely given to him and which he saw as coming from God. Francis demanded nothing as his own.  Like a child, he took everything as a gift. 

 

Francis’ attitude helps us to see the relationship between poverty and childhood.  In both cases, the person is not self-sufficient but is lacking in power while being dependent on others and ultimately on God.  Poverty can help anyone, and certainly did help Francis, to maintain the essence of “childhood” throughout his life.  Of course, poverty alone cannot do that.  A person can be poor and still be very possessive and materialistic.  Conversely, one can be materially rich but “poor in spirit”, so that one does maintain the essence of childhood throughout life.

 

Francis’s vocation was to “live the Gospel”.  He saw that the eternal childhood of Jesus, known as “the Son”, and the poverty of Jesus, which united Him to the mass of humanity, were essential components of the Gospel. May we always be grateful to God for what He has given us and grateful to all humanity to whom we are indebted.  This humble gratitude is essential to all of us who, like Francis, wish to live the Gospel.

Jim Nugent 

Penitential Practices

In the spring of 1206, after Francis had broken away from his lifestyle as a carefree youth, he made a pilgrimage to Rome. There he put on the rags of the Roman beggars and begged alms just like they did. This was extremely “countercultural”. At that time material goods and prosperity were of the utmost importance and yet Francis was mysteriously drawn to poverty. He was torn between the way of the world and the direction in which he was drawn. He seemed to hear God saying to him, “All the things that you have carnally loved and desired, you will have to despise and hate, if you wish to know the will of God. After you have begun to do this, those things that were at first sweet and desirable to you will become insupportable and bitter, and in those that have been horrid and exhausting, you will experience great sweetness and infinite balm.” 

There is a large problem here, which Francis was probably aware of. Was he falling into heresy? In the second century there appeared a heretic named Marcion. He taught that the creator God of the Old Testament was evil and the God of Jesus Christ was the good God and opposed to the God of the Jews. Marcion was separating the God who created us from the God who redeemed us. It followed logically from this that the body and material creation was evil and to be despised. This led Marcion to an extreme and neurotic hostility to the body. Yet Pope Benedict XVI has pointed out that those who despise the body and the self-indulgent libertine are really very close to each other. When our sexual life is separated from God and morality, the body and all of creation are just things to be used. We see this now in people who believe that their sexual practices are not the concern of the Church. In both cases, God as Creator is not really understood. Indeed, when we despise creation, we are really despising ourselves. The heresy of Marcion took one of its many new forms with the Cathari who were very strong in the time of St. Francis. Since the Church always maintained the unity of the Old and New Testaments, it was necessary for these heresies to be condemned. 

In fact, Francis was not being led in heresy. Even when Francis undertook penitential practices which were unwise, he did it out of love for the Lord rather than because he despised creation or the body. For Francis, creation is what Pope Benedict has called a “compass” which points us toward God. One can find many examples from the Life of St. Francis, such as the “Canticle of the Brother Sun” which show the great respect that Francis had for creation. This “compass” is sometimes called “natural law” which in not a popular concept now. Yet we should not lose sight of the truth behind the “natural law” idea. Thus, we read in St. Paul “The retribution of God from heaven is being revealed against the ungodliness and injustice of human beings who in their injustice hold back the truth. For what can be known about God is perfectly plain to them, since God had made it plain to them: ever since the creation of the world, the invisible existence of God and his everlasting power have been clearly seen by the mind’s understanding of created things. And so these people have no excuse: they knew God and yet they did not honor him as God or give thanks to him, but their arguments became futile and their uncomprehending minds were darkened.” (Rm 1:18-21) 

Those who undertake penitential practices such as those contained in the Rule of 1221 do so not out of contempt for the body or creation but in recognition that all of creation comes from God. They recognize that everything is subject to God and must not pull us away from God. Creation and our fellow creatures are honored and respected because of the Majesty and Greatness of God.

Jim Nugent 

Unless a Grain of Wheat Dies

 

In the Gospel of John we read “In all truth I tell you, unless a wheat grain falls into the earth and dies, it remains only a single grain; but if it dies it yields a rich harvest.  Anyone who loves his life loses it; anyone who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life.  Whoever serves me, must follow me, and my servant will be with me wherever I am.  If anyone serves me, my Father will honor him.” (Jn 12:24-26)

 

This passage brings to mind Francis’s last banquet as a member of the carefree youth of Assisi in  spring, 1204.  Since Francis had been a leader of that group, he was chosen to be the leader of the banquet.  He sat at the head table and wore a crown of roses on his head.   He was surrounded by good food, handsome young men, and beautiful young girls. Yet Francis did not enter into the merry mood of the gathering but remained detached and pensive.  When the supper was over, Francis was saluted by his companions.  Who played the lute the best, had the best voice for singing love songs, was the most popular with the girls, was the most inventive poet, the bravest fighter, the most generous cavalier?  The answer was Francis!  Then a young girl placed another crown of roses on his head to replace the one that was wilting.  A kneeling page offered him a scepter.  Francis had the best that this life could offer him, and yet he was melancholy. 

 

The whole group went out with lutes and mandolins into the tranquil spring  night.  Then Francis suddenly saw the same beautiful lady which he had previously seen in a vision of an enchanted castle.  In that vision she was dressed in rich purple clothes.  Now, however, she was dressed in rags like a beggar and barefoot.  Yet, she was much more beautiful to Francis than all the pretty young girls in their rich clothing.  As the singers walked along the street, she walked along with her bare feet very close to Francis.  She then disappeared just as suddenly as she had appeared, and nobody else saw her.  Francis left the group and searched for her frantically, but she could not be found anywhere.   Francis then stopped, paralyzed as if in a daze.  He felt nothing except the sweetness of the lady of his dreams.  Francis was in love. 

 

The others came looking for him and asked why he had left them.  He could give no reply. He was in another world.  As a joke, someone asked him, “Have you perhaps finally found a bride?”  This question brought him back to reality and he replied, “It is true.  I have found my beloved bride.  And she is the noblest, the richest, the most beautiful bride who ever lived on earth.”   This reply was met with sarcastic laughter.  Since it was now near daybreak, the group broke up to go home.  Francis had now seen the love of his life, Lady Poverty.

 

We can then recall what the Lord says in John’s Gospel, “unless a wheat grain falls into the earth and dies, it remains only a single grain; but if it dies it yields a rich harvest.”  Did perhaps the Lord send Lady Poverty to Francis to “seduce” him?  Francis had to, like the grain of wheat, fall to the earth and die twenty-two years before he died physically.  In doing so, he yielded a much richer harvest than he would have if he remained attached to the “stalk”, his life as a rich merchant’s son in Assisi.  Perhaps, Lady Poverty caused Francis fall to the earth like the grain of wheat.

 

“Anyone who loves his life loses it; anyone who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life.”  By Francis finding no joy in the celebrations of this life, but only melancholy, the Lord was causing Francis to “hate” his life in this world so that he could keep it for eternal life.

 

“If anyone serves me, my Father will honor him.”  Francis received much honor at this celebration, but it was infinitesimal compared to the honor which the Father has given him during his life and after his life was over.  Should we be considering what we must do to “fall to the earth and die” so that we can “yield a rich harvest”? 

 

Jim Nugent 

 

Which Master Do You Serve?

In chapter 9 of the book of Acts, we read how Saul of Tarsus was on his way to Damascus, fired with zeal, to arrest Christians and take them to Jerusalem.  Why?  He wanted to preserve the true Law of God and Worship of God from those who would destroy it.  Then, a light from heaven shown and he heard a voice saying “Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me.”  Saul did not think that he was persecuting anyone.   He was simply defending God, His Law, and His Temple.   He asked the voice “Who are you Lord?”   The answer came “I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting.   Get up and go into the city, and you will be told what to do.”  The zealous Saul became the zealous Paul who now served his new Master, Jesus Christ.

 

St. Francis had a conversion experience very similar to St. Paul’s.  Early in 1204, Francis was very zealous in his quest to become a knight and win the glory of knighthood.   He was on his way to Apulia to enlist in the service of the Sire de Brienne so that he could earn knighthood.  Shortly before that time he had a dream of an enchanted castle which was full of the arms of war such as helmets and shields.  He also saw a beautiful lady dressed in purple in the castle.  He then heard a voice saying “All this is for you and your knights”.  Francis was sure he was on the right path.  

 

When Francis arrived in Spoleto, however, he was not feeling well and went to bed with apprehension about the journey.  When he was half asleep he heard a voice asking where he was going.  He told the voice of his plan to go to Apulia to become a knight in the service of Sire de Brienne. Then Francis was asked “Who do you think can best reward you, the Master or the servant?”  Francis answered “The Master.”  The reply came “Then why do you leave the Master for the servant, the rich Lord for the poor man?”  

 

Just as St. Paul on the road to Damascus, Francis realized in a flash that the path he was taking was wrong.  Francis immediately realized that he was on his way to serve the wrong master.  When Francis was a soldier, the emblem of the military group to which he belonged was the sword that severed the head of St. Paul.  Now this sword was turned on him to remake him for Christ.  Francis was no longer to love his neighbor as himself but to love his neighbor more than himself.  Then Francis, like St. Paul, asked “O Lord, what do you wish me to do?”  Similar to the reply that Paul received, Francis heard “Return to your own place and you will be told what to do.”  The voice then explained to Francis that the arms in the enchanted castle, which Francis had seen in his previous vision, were for a different sort of knight than Francis had imagined and Francis would win honor also in a very different way.  In obedience to the voice, Francis halted his journey to Apulia and returned to Assisi.

 

The path that the Lord wants us to take is certainly going to be different for each of us.  Yet we constantly have to ask which Master we are serving.  Francis, throughout his life, wanted to serve Christ.  Yet he had chosen to serve the servant of the Master rather than the Master directly.  He was forced to think about who could give him a better reward for his service.  If Francis had gone on to Apulia as he had intended, what would he have achieved for his real Master in comparison to what he did really achieve?   This is something for all of us to ponder as think about the direction of our lives.

 

Jim Nugent 

 

Brother Giles

 

During the time of St. Francis, there were many young men who, like Francis, were inspired by the ideals of chivalry. One of theses was a young man named Egidio. He was nicknamed Gilio, or in English, Giles.  He had heard in his own house arguments over Francis who seemed to turn the ideas of chivalry upside down. Giles was pondering these things on the eve of the feast of St. George, April 22, 1209.

 

St. George’s feast day was very big in the Middle Ages. George was a Roman soldier who was rising in the ranks of the Roman military.  However, when he was commanded to persecute Christians by the emperor Diocletian in 303, he refused and revealed himself as a Christian. George is quoted to have said to the emperor: “I am a knight and I have left riches and all worldly pomp in order to serve Jesus Christ, who is the true Lord.” This earned George torture and martyrdom. George is also famous for slaying a dragon. In the vicinity of Silena, Libya, there lived a dragon in a lake. Local people would sacrifice sheep to the dragon to placate it.  When they ran out of sheep, they started to sacrifice maidens to the dragon. Once a princess was chosen to be sacrificed. St. George happened by and killed the dragon with his lance.  George then preached a powerful sermon and converted the people to Christianity. The king gave a large reward to George, but he gave it all to the poor and rode away on his horse.

 

The following day, April 23, the feast of St. George, Giles went to Mass and heard the words “O Saints, O just ones in the Lord, rejoice! Alleluia!” and “God elects you his heirs! Alleluia!” Inspired by St. George and the words of the Mass, Giles went out to look for Francis. God guided Giles to the Porziuncola where he suddenly encountered Francis. Giles knelt and putshis arms in the form of a cross as he saw new knights do in the act of investiture.  Francis then said to Giles, “My dearest brother, God has given you great grace. What you have desired is fulfilled, beyond your dream. Today is Saint George’s day. If the emperor should come to Assisi to make some citizen his knight or keeper of his treasury, should you not rejoice over it? How much greater joy you must have now that God has chosen you his knight and most beloved servant, to observe the perfection of the holy Gospel!”

 

As Francis invested Giles into knighthood, he said, “And, therefore, be firm and constant in the vocation to which God has called you.” They then proceeded to eat  the noon meal with Francis’s other two companions. Since they needed a sackcloth habit for Giles, Francis and Giles returned to Assisi to obtain one. On the way they encountered a poor woman who asked for alms for love of God. They had no money to give her. But then Francis suggested, “For love of God, my dearest brother, let us give your mantle to the poor woman.” Giles’ mantle was ornate and made of satin. The beggar woman was stunned by the gift.

 

On the feast of Saint George, Giles did slay the dragon of worldly possessions and attachments which had oppressed the people of Assisi just as the dragon oppressed the people of Silena, Libya.  Giles later described the tremendous joy he felt upon giving his mantle away. In the evening Francis and Giles returned from Assisi with Giles carrying his sackcloth habit which replaced his beautiful mantle. The personal victory that Giles had earlier dreamed of had been achieved. Giles saw that Francis, like Saint George, was serving the true Lord. Giles wanted to do the same.

 

Jim Nugent 

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What Do You Value the Most?

 

We often hear the question: What do you value the most? What is most important to you? Francis asked that question of his contemporaries and continually asks the same question of us. He asks us this question, not by his words, but by his life.

 

The first follower of Francis was a pious and devout man whose name is unknown. He came into Francis’s life and then quickly disappeared. Apparently, the pull of the world was too great.

 

The first known companion of Francis was Bernardo di Berardello. Bernardo was a very rich, learned, and respected lawyer in Assisi. He was puzzled by this “lunatic” Francis who rejected all the worldly values of Assisi. He wondered why Francis was not bothered by the jeers of the people. Yet he could see something grand in this ragged beggar who threw away the bourgeois comforts of being a merchant’s son. Early in April, 1209, he invited Francis to his large house. Francis spoke to Bernardo about his life and about what was most important him. Bernardo came to see that his past life of worldly success and power was a futile abyss. These two men, who had known each other for a long time, could now talk of whom they should serve rather than of riches, war, power, and conquests.

 

After dinner, both men went to bed, but neither one could sleep. They were both excited about the new life which lay ahead. In the morning, Bernardo the lawyer, who was the learned one who answered other people’s questions, asked Francis a question. “A servant has certain goods from his lord. He held them for many years. Now he wishes to give them up. What should he do? What is the best course for him to follow?” Francis responded that he should restore the goods to his Lord. Bernardo responded, “Then, my brother, all my substance, for love of our Lord who entrusted these things to me, I wish to restore to him, in the way that seems most appropriate to you.”

 

Then, Francis and Bernardo sought another lawyer of Assisi, Pietro di Catanio, whom they thought might join them, and went to the Church of San Nicolo to seek the will of the Lord. They asked the priest to open the missal to the Gospel three times to determine what they should do. The first time the priest read to them, “If you seek perfection, go, sell your possessions, and give to the poor. You will then have treasure in heaven.” The next time the priest opened the book he read, “Take nothing on the way.” The third time the priest read, “If a man wishes to come after me, he must deny his very self.”

 

Francis then said to his two new disciples: “Brothers, this is our life and our rule and that of all who are going to want to enter our company. And, therefore, go and fulfill everything that you have heard.”

 

Bernardo then hastily went to go through the legal process needed to sell all of his property. All were amazed at the lack of good sense that Bernardo showed in so hastily selling his property at ridiculous prices. Since Bernardo’s property was considerable, he nevertheless obtained a considerable amount of gold in payment. Francis and Bernardo then went to the hospital of San Rufino to give the money to the inmates, thus following the Gospel to the letter. Here is where Francis and Bernardo showed the people of Assisi what they valued the most. The gold had been put in Bernardo’s mantle. Francis scooped it out with full hands and gave it to the poor inmates. If some fell on the pavement, it did not matter. Even the canon Silvestro, who was not poor, demanded payment from Francis for stones he had given him. Francis cheerfully reached into Bernardo’s mantle and scooped out his two hands full of gold and gave it to Silvestro. In this way, Francis and Bernardo showed the people of Assisi and us what was most important to them and what was not important.

 

Jim Nugent


 

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