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Archives: San Damiano
Crucifix Reflections 2006-2007

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SAN DAMIANO CRUCIFIX
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2007 Reflections
Angels
Thinness of
Christ's Arms and Legs
God at the
Center
The God
Who calls, "Let Yourself Be Loved"
Heart of
Christ
Forgiveness
IHS NAZARE REX IV
DEORV
Littleness
Joy
The Shape of
the Crucifix
The Color
of Love
Movement
toward Union with God
2006 Reflections
Serenity in
Adversity
"Ordinary"
Saints
The Size of
the Crucifix
The Household of Christ
The Transfiguration in the
Crucifix of San Damiano
The Solidness of Christ
Burning with Love
Motherhood and the Icon
The Peace of the Icon
Opening at the Bottom of
the Crucifix
Christ's Broad Shoulders
The Gaze of the Blessed
Mother
REFLECTIONS
December 2007: Angels
We associate angels with the
incarnation and birth of Christ. The Archangel
Gabriel appeared to Mary to ask her to be the
Mother of Our Lord. Twice an angel appeared to
Joseph in dreams, once telling him to not fear
taking Mary as his wife because her son was also
God's Son, and the second time telling him to
flee with Mother and Infant to escape Herod's
murdering soldiers. Angels sang in the skies
when Christ was born and beckoned shepherds to
the manger where the Infant Lord lay. Angels
figured in the life of Jesus as an adult when
they appeared to Him in the Garden of Gethsemane
to strengthen Him before His Crucifixion. The
painter of the icon of Christ of San Damiano
portrays angels as being present at the
Crucifixion. At least eleven angels are depicted
on the Crucifix, and perhaps as many as sixteen
if the five figures on the top left are angels
rather than saints (it is difficult to see
whether or not these figures are winged). We can
distinguish angels from people in this icon
because the angels are winged. Since angels are
pure spirits, they have no bodies so they could
not have wings which are material parts of
certain bodies. The symbolism of wings painted
on angels is to show that these spiritual beings
are not bound by gravity as fleshly beings are.
They can go anywhere at tremendous speeds--they
are free to dart through space as do birds. The
angels present on the Crucifix of San Damiano
portray the artist's belief that Christ was not
alone on the Cross. God send His angels to
sustain Him. This follows Church teaching, for
our Guardian Angels are always with us, even in
the most difficult times of our lives. The
angels remind us that God is always near and
that He always cares for us. He has given His
angels charge over us. What a great gift for
which we ought to be extremely grateful!
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November 2007: Thinness of Christ's Arms and
Legs
In some renditions of Christ Crucified, Our
Lord's arms and legs are quite muscular,
indicating strength and power. But the image of
Christ on the San Damiano Crucifix has thin arms
and legs. Was the artist trying to indicate that
Christ was weak or skinny?
Not at all. The weak, thin arms and legs of Our
Lord bear a message. Christ died for us and for
all. His Holy Spirit is with us, but He no
longer walks physically among us. He has no arms
and legs in this world today, but ours. While
the Holy Spirit is the one to bring about
conversion of heart, people cannot know the
truth about Christ unless others bring it to
them. They will not know the love of Jesus
unless others show that love to them. Saint
Francis, in meditating before the San Damiano
Crucifix, clearly understood the message when he
heard, "Go and rebuild My house which, as you
can see, is falling into ruin." Francis' arms
became the strength in Jesus' arms, to lift the
stones to rebuild San Damiano. Francis' legs
became the muscles in Jesus' legs to carry those
begged stones from Assisi to the tumbling down
chapel.
In time, Francis would understand that those
arms of his were to embrace lepers and console
the suffering; those legs of his were to bring
him to town upon town in order to proclaim the
message of the Gospel. When we, as penitents,
pray before the San Damiano Crucifix, we, too,
understand that we, like Francis, are called to
be the arms and legs of Christ in our world. So
many do not realize that the empty place in
their heart can be filled only with God. He
calls us to go to those who do not know their
own emptiness and to embrace them with love.
October 2007: God
at the Center
When we meditate on the San Damiano Crucifix, we
almost miss the obvious. "God is at the center
of all things and above all," as one person
noted. In comparing the San Damiano Crucifix
with other crucifixes, we notice that Jesus on
most other crucifixes is alone. We see only Him
on the cross. However, on the San Damiano
Crucifix, Jesus presides over the entire array
of saints and angels who are clustered above,
below, and beside Him. He is the hub about Whom
they revolve; He is the God Who hovers over
them. Jesus is the image of benevolent
omnipotence when we view Him on the crucifix. We
feel no fear in approaching Him, yet we
understand the He holds the place of utmost
power and authority. May He be at the center of
our lives and we willingly allow Him to reign
over us always.
September 2007: The God Who Calls, "Let Yourself
Be Loved."
Blessed Elizabeth
of the Trinity, a Carmelite nun who died in 1906
at the age of 26, wrote a letter to her
Prioress, to be opened after Sister Elizabeth
died. The letter was found in 1934, on the dead
Prioress' table, showing evidence that it had
been heavily read by the Prioress. Scholars have
titled the letter "Let Yourself Be Loved," a
phrase that Elizabeth used six times in the
letter.
Being a Carmelite
nun, Elizabeth of the Trinity may never have
seen the San Damiano Crucifix. Nevertheless, the
image of Christ on the crucifix seems to call to
the viewer, "Let yourself be loved." Jesus' arms
are open wide to welcome us into His embrace.
His penetrating gaze beckons us to trust and
love Him. Although He died for our sins,
although His fresh wounds are spurting blood
that redeems us, Christ is anything but
condemnatory. He says to us, "No matter what
your sin, let yourself be loved. No matter what
your past, let yourself be loved. No matter what
your imperfections at this very moment, let
yourself be loved. Gaze at Me. I am Love Who
hangs before you, Love Who beckons, Love Who
forgives, Love Who loves. Do not be afraid. Let
yourself be loved." For some of us, it is
difficult to let God love us. But those who do
experience the joy and serenity of the human
figures standing under the arms of the San
Damiano Crucifix. To allow God to love us brings
a peace that nothing in the world can bring.
"Let yourself be loved."
August
2007: Heart of Christ
On the San
Damiano Crucifix, we cannot see the heart of
Christ, but we can see where it would be.
Christ's chest is broad, accommodating both a
large heart and large lungs. The heart is
the seat of life and love, and Christ exceeded
all other human beings in both areas. Christ is
eternal Life and endless Love. The iconographer
portrayed these qualities by giving Christ a
very broad chest. May we thank the Lord of Life
and of Love for all His gifts!
July 2007: Forgiveness
Have you ever
noticed that people cannot look someone in the
eye if they are holding bitter, resentful
feelings toward that person? This is because, as
philosophers say, 'the eye is the window into
the soul.' When we look someone in the eye, we
are peering into his or her soul. It is almost
as if two souls embrace in understanding. How
could we look someone in the eye and not see the
human being behind that gaze? How difficult it
is to hold onto bitterness and unforgiveness
when we probe the depths of the person's soul?
On the Crucifix
of San Damiano, Jesus' gaze penetrates our
souls. He looks us directly in the eye just as
He gazes on His betrayers and executioners. We
see no lowered or averted gaze in the Christ of
the San Damiano Crucifix. Jesus has totally
forgiven everyone who harmed Him. His gaze
challenges us to forgive our enemies as well.
May He help us to gaze into their eyes and find
their human souls, with all their weaknesses and
all their strengths, with all the ugliness and
beauty, all the triumphs and defeats. When we
can see the brokenness and the talents of our
enemies, we are led to forgiveness. God asks us
to forgive others as He has forgiven us. The
iconographer of the San Damiano Crucifix has
shown us how complete is that forgiveness.
June 2007: IHS NAZARE REX IV
DEORV
Painted on the
San Damiano crucifix above the head of the
Christ of the San Damiano is a red plaque
inscribed with gold letters IHS NAZARE.
Translation? “Jesus of Nazareth.” Beneath it is
a black plaque ith gold letters REX IV DEORV.
All four Gospels mention that an inscription
reading “King of the Jews” (REX IV DEORV) was
placed on the crucifix above Jesus’ head. Only
St. John the Evangelist notes that Pilate wrote
this inscription and that it read “Jesus of
Nazareth, King of the Jews.”
The Gospels imply
that written notices of accusation were commonly
placed on all crucifixes so that passersby could
know what crimes the dying criminal had
committed. Perhaps the condemned person’s name
was commonly added to these accusations, so that
people would know that the area was now rid of
such a menace.
Pilate did not
realize that he was summarizing both the
humanity and divinity of Jesus in the accusation
that he wrote. “Jesus of Nazareth” referred to
the human origins of this carpenter from the
unpretentious town of Nazareth. The claim that
He was “King of the Jews,” which Jesus did not
refute, thrust Christ into direct opposition to
both Jewish religious leaders and Roman
politicians. This man, who had no earthly wealth
or glorious following, bore no resemblance to an
earthly king. He Himself told Pilate, “My
Kingdom is not of this world.” Pilate washed his
hands of Jesus’ blood. What was he thinking when
he wrote that accusation? Could he have
wondered, however fleetingly, if Jesus might
actually be, not from Nazareth, but from
“another world?”
When we die, what
one phrase below our name will identify us to
passersby? May it be one that reflects that we
are sons and daughters of “The King of the
Jews.”
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MAY 2007:
Littleness
One of the
immediately striking points about the San
Damiano Crucifix is the large Christ and the
much smaller other figures. The viewer can not
help noticing that the biggest figures other
than Christ are the size of little children,
next to Him. And that is intentional. Jesus told
us that we must become like little children to
enter the Kingdom of God. All those pictured
with Him on the San Damiano Crucifix are painted
as living out that prescription. Even the
angels, who are often portrayed in popular art
as huge and powerful, are, on this crucifix,
small and childlike. They, too, know that they
are children of God.
The greatest
saint of all, the Mother of the Lord, is the
size of child on this Crucifix. So are the great
evangelist St. John, the great penitent Mary
Magdalene, and the great model of the unknown
faithful, Mary of Clopas. If these great ones
can recognize their littleness in the presence
of the Savior, ought we not do the same? Lord,
make my heart humble and meek so that I may be
Your faithful child. Amen.
APRIL 2007: JOY
The San Damiano Crucifix shows the death of
Christ, but no one is weeping. All portrayed on
the crucifix are smiling with the exception of
the somber face behind the centurion. Why is
everyone happy? Because they know that Jesus'
death brought us eternal life. His death is a
sign of His love. It would lead to His glory in
His resurrection. His dying was the ultimate
emptying of Himself that brings us the fullness
of life. If Christ had not died, where would we
find hope when faced with death? How could we
embrace serenity in the midst of terrible
affliction? How would we understand the depth of
Christ's meaning in "No one can be My follower
unless He take us His cross and follow Me." Good
Friday is a time of grief in watching Christ
suffer yet it is also a time of great joy in
realizing that He chose this suffering out of
love for us. How important do we have to be, to
have God die for love of us? How can we look at
a crucifix and not feel great joy?
MARCH 200: THE SHAPE OF THE CRUCIFIX
The shape of the Crucifix of San Damiano
resembles the shape of a Romanesque church built
in the 11th and 12th centuries. This is the time
period in which the Crucifix of San Damiano was
painted.
A Romanesque church was built in the shape of a
cross, with the point of entry being at the base
of the cross. The faithful would walk into the
church through a hall and then enter the main
body of the church which was considerably wider
than the entry hall. Here, in the center, stood
the altar around which the faithful stood to
pray. Extending behind the altar and on either
side were additional wide halls in which were
located chapels or side altars. However,
the primary Mass was always celebrated on the
altar in the center of the church.
The San Damiano Crucifix is bordered with shells
as if by a wall, but this border is missing at
the foot of the crucifix. There the faithful can
"enter in" to contemplation of the crucifix,
just as they would enter a church. As one
approaches the heart of Christ, the crucifix
expands to accommodate the faithful who are
sharing their faith beneath the outstretched
arms of the Lord. This is where they would be
standing in a church, around the altar where the
Body and Blood of the Lord become the life
giving Food and Drink of the faithful. At
the top of the cross and on either arm cluster
angels, as if to indicate the holiness of the
icon, but the main focus is in the center of the
crucifix, where Christ's Heart is pierced for
love of us. The artist is telling us that the
Christ on the Crucifix of San Damiano is the
Christ consecrated on the altars of our
churches. We come to Him, to worship, to
contemplate, to love, to share our faith with
others. He is the center of our lives.
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FEBRUARY 2007: THE COLOR OF LOVE
We associate red
with the color of love. Since Valentine's Day
falls during this month, we'll be seeing more
red than usual in department stores, on cards,
on television, and even in people's clothing.
The seat of love is traditionally thought to be
the heart, and so hearts are shown in fleshly
colors of red or pink. If red is the color of
love, the San Damiano Crucifix, with its
predominance of red, shows us how much Christ
loves us. It is as if the Crucifix is
proclaiming, "I surround you with love, My
people. You are never far from My love." How
could it be otherwise when God's name is Love?
JANUARY 2006: MOVEMENT TOWARD UNION WITH GOD
At the top of the
San Damiano Crucifix is a red circle in which
the risen and ascending Christ appears to be
running into heaven, His stole billowing around
Him from the rapidity of His motion. In
His left hand He carries a cross-topped staff, a
reminder of His death on the cross and a symbol
of our crosses, too.
In the
ascending Christ, the iconographer has painted a
visual message of how one attains union with
God. The spiritual life is like this image of
our Lord, apparently static, yet
simultaneously moving. If we bear our crosses
with faith and keep turning toward God, we are
actually moving in His direction, perhaps more
rapidly than we imagine, even if we feel that we
have stalled in our spiritual progress.
The spiritual
life is never a treadmill. We either backslide
or else we move forward. Our trials (crosses)
are our tickets to glory! If we bear them well,
carrying them as long as God wishes, their
fruits of patience, faith, hop
DECEMBER 2006: SERENITY IN ADVERSITY
When we
contemplate Christ on the San Damiano Crucifix,
we are immediately drawn into His serenity.
Abandoned by most of His followers, He is dying
a slow and painful death. Yet His face reflects
complete serenity.
When Saint
Francis gazed upon that Crucifix, in his
anguished prayer for God's guidance, the
serenity of Christ must have beckoned him into
having a similar, peaceful trust in God's Will.
When we face life's adversities, we might take
some moments to contemplate this crucifix and
find in the face of Christ the peace He wants to
give us. Whatever we are facing, God is in
control.
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NOVEMBER 2006: "ORDINARY" SAINTS
The San Damiano Crucifix is a symbol of hope for
everyone who aspires to holiness. Why? Not only
because it so clearly portrays a peaceful,
crucified, royal Lord Whose death brought us the
grace to become holy, but also because the
crucifix is so populated with ordinary people
whose sanctity comes through their being
spiritually close to Jesus in their
ordinariness. We might consider the Blessed
Mother to be extraordinary, and, of course, she
was extraordinary in the area of grace. She
alone of all humans was preserved from original
sin and always cooperated with God's grace. But
her life was certainly ordinary. She performed
her daily duties, helped those in need, and
remained in relative obscurity in the shadow of
a very famous (some would say infamous) Son. The
other saints pictured on the crucifix are
ordinary, too. Even St. John the Evangelist, the
most extraordinary of the ordinary, was a
fisherman before he became an Evangelist.
As we meditate on the San Damiano Crucifix, we
realize that sanctity is only achieved in the
ordinary, day-to-day living out of our lives.
All those pictured on the crucifix lived through
some drastic events. Some witnessed the betrayal
and death of a beloved friend. Others had a
conversion experience that made them realize
that God had to be first in their lives. Some
underwent persecution for their faith. But
haven't we all experienced similar things and
more? What we experience does not make us holy.
How we respond to it, can. We become holy by
remaining close to Jesus, trusting Him, learning
from Him, loving Him and all others, and doing
what He said. Christ's outstretched arms on the
Crucifix are open to embrace all who want to
throw themselves into that embrace. Every
ordinary person is welcome!
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October 2006: The Size of the Crucifix
Most people are familiar with various sized
reproductions of the San Damiano Crucifix. Most
have no idea that the original crucifix is life
size. When a person kneels before it in the
Basilica of St. Clare of Assisi, one is
immediately struck by the full size image of
Christ. One can almost believe that he or she is
kneeling at the foot of the cross on Calvary.
That sense of being on Calvary is precisely what
the iconographer desired. Christ is man-sized.
He hangs before the viewer in pain yet glory, in
destitution yet with the regal bearing of a
king. Clustered around Him are smaller human
figures, dwarfed by their Lord. The relative
sizes of these viewers indicate the degree of
their holiness. Spiritually, we are all dwarfed
by the Lord, even the greatest of saints, His
Mother. But compared to her and to Sts. John,
Mary Magdalene, Mary the Mother of Clopas and
the Centurion (other than Christ, the largest
figures on the Crucifix), we are spiritual
midgets. They had the courage to be with Christ
at the foot of the cross, but we run from our
crosses and often from Him on His. When the
faithful kneel before the original San Damiano
Crucifix, they feel small in its presence, even
though their bodies are about the same size as
Our Crucified Lord’s. Is this because the
Crucifix is elevated above us? Or does our sense
of littleness come from within our souls which
now suddenly realize how much our spirituality
must grow if we are to be a reflection of Him?
How good to be dwarfed by the Crucifix of San
Damiano! How beneficial to realize that Our Lord
alone is God and we His creatures in need of His
salvation!
September 2006:
Household of Christ
When a person is dying, those generally with him
or her are family members or, perhaps, one or
two very close friends. When we gaze at the
Crucifix of San Damiano, and consider it in
light of Scripture, we realize that the only
close family member with Jesus, upon His death,
was His Mother, Mary. Scripture tells us that
St. John the Evangelist and Mary Magdalene were
also present on Calvary. Mary of Clopas may have
been there as well. The Crucifix of San Damiano
shows these four figures as well as a fifth, the
Centurion who built a synagogue and whose son
Christ cured. Perhaps this was the same
Centurion at the foot of the cross, and perhaps
not. But in any case, behind this Centurion's
head is another smaller, frowning face with
other heads behind it. These are the household
of the Centurion. Scripture tells us that, when
the Centurion believed in Christ, so did all his
household. The San Damiano iconographer has
painted all of this household as being present
to Christ at His death.
Does this mean that these folks really were
there? Not likely. What it does mean is that
Jesus considers all who believe in Him--from His
perfect Mother on down to us sinful others--as
being part of His household. We are so
intimately bound to Him that He considers us as
so loving Him that we would have been with Him
in His last moments.
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AUGUST 2006: THE TRANSFIGURATION IN THE
CRUCIFIX OF SAN DAMIANO
Transfiguration means "to
change the form or appearance." What is becomes
altered into something totally different.
The account of the
Transfiguration of Christ appears in three of
the four Gospels (Matthew, Mark, and Luke). John
the Evangelist seems to refer to it when he
says, "And we beheld His glory, the glory as
of the only begotten of the Father, full of
grace and truth (1:14).
Saint Peter also seems to allude to this event:
"we had been eyewitnesses of his majesty.
For he received honor and glory from God the
Father when that unique declaration came to him
from the majestic glory, "This is my Son, my
beloved, with whom I am well pleased." We
ourselves heard this voice come from heaven
while we were with him on the holy mountain."
(2 Peter 1: 16-18)
On Mount Tabor, "he was
transfigured before them; his face shone like
the sun and his clothes became white as light"
(Matthew 17:3). The Apostles Peter, James, and
John went up Mount Tabor with an ordinary
looking Jewish carpenter and were blessed with a
vision of God. We see a similarly transfigured
Christ on the Crucifix of San Damiano.
Crucifixion was bloody and gruesome. Yet Christ
on the San Damiano Crucifix is pierced but never
defeated. He is dead but fully alive. Christ's
body is not bruised and filthy with blood.
Rather it glows with light. His loin cloth is
not stained with mud and dust; it is as
brilliantly white as the iconographer could make
it. We gaze at a man dying in agony and see
instead a serene and resurrected Messiah.
The genius of this Crucifix
is in the many Scriptural passages which it
symbolizes. The Transfiguration has to be one of
them. It is easy to fall before the Crucifix of
San Damiano and cry out as Peter did, "Lord, it
is good for us to be here." When we do so, we
may interiorly hear the voice of God speaking to
us, "This is My Beloved Son. Listen to Him."
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JULY 2006: THE SOLIDNESS OF CHRIST
Crucifixes portray Christ
differently. On some, He is weakened, dying, or
dead. On others, His limp Body seems to almost
fall from the cross. In some depictions,
Christ's Body actually bends the cross earthward
as if the weight of the world's sins, which He
bore, is too much for even solid beams to hold.
But on the Crucifix of San Damiano, Jesus stands
solidly and surely. He does not seem pinioned to
the cross as much as He seems to be standing in
front of it. The cross almost becomes an
indifferent backdrop, even though Christ's
wounds are spurting blood as if He were nailed
to the beams. However, His wounds could be
spurting blood even if Christ were not nailed to
the cross. Saint Francis of Assisi, St. Pio of
Pietrelcina, and others who bore the stigmata
had never undergone physical crucifixion, yet
their wounds were real.
The iconographer's
portrayal of a solidly standing Christ shows
both Christ's strength and His gentleness. Death
and sin have not overcome Him. He has overcome
them. They are behind Him as surely as the cross
is. When we are weak and burdened, we can look
for strength to Our Lord Who has been to the
cross but not been defeated by it. Christ's
graces can strengthen us when we are pinned to
our own crosses. Jesus can teach us how to
become victorious over our crosses rather than
defeated down by them.
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June
2006:
BURNING WITH LOVE
The Feast of the Sacred Heart of Jesus generally
occurs in June. This year it falls on June 23.
While the Feast of the Sacred Heart of Jesus was
instituted in the Church long after the San
Damiano Crucifix was painted, the Crucifix
embodies the message of the Sacred Heart
devotion. The Sacred Heart of Jesus shows the
pierced heart of Christ, surrounded by a crown
of thorns, surmounted with a cross engulfed in
flames and pulsating with light. The flames and
light indicate the burning love which Jesus has
for us all, a love so strong that it sent Him to
the cross and caused His Heart, symbol of His
Love, to be pierced for love of us.
The Crucifix of San Damiano portrays a Christ
Who is "all heart." His body glows with the fire
of His love for us and His image is surrounded
by the same glow, the same light. The Crucifix
says, "My Love radiates from Me and envelopes
all of creation." What the Sacred Heart of Jesus
says in its symbolism of pierced, thorn
encircled heart, the San Damiano Crucifix says
in its full image. When we ponder Christ of the
San Damiano Crucifix, we see Love, crucified and
yet ever alive, for us.
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May
2006:
MOTHERHOOD AND THE ICON
May is the month during which the United States
celebrates Mothers' Day. We don't think of
motherhood when we first gaze at the Crucifix of
San Damiano, but motherhood is very much a part
of this icon. After the dominant figure of
Christ, the figure we notice next is that of His
Mother, dressed in deep, rich burgundy and blue,
under the left arm of the crucifix. She,
of all people, should be overcome with grief,
and yet she is smiling, gazing at, and pointing
to Christ, for she understands that His death is
our life. She, Mother of the Redeemer,
understands that her Son's willing sacrifice has
saved all her other "children" whom He has
bequeathed to her from the cross. We see
some of these "spiritual children"
clustered around the cross and below the feet of
Christ. We are here, too, as we gaze at
Our Lord. As the figure of Christ draws us
into our Lord's sacrifice and victory, so the
image of Our Mother, in her peaceful joy, brings
comfort. She is with us in our own
sufferings, and she is filled with peace and joy
despite them. Why? Because she knows that,
if we give those sufferings and trials over to
God, they shall bring us victory and life.
As Mary draws our gaze to her Son, she seems to
say, "Understand that your 'death'--to self, to
this world, and even to physical life--'is
swallowed up in victory' because of His
victorious death. I have birthed not only
Him but, through Him, you. 'Be at peace,
then, and put aside all anxious thoughts and
imaginings.' I am your Mother. All
will be well."
April 2006:
THE PEACE OF THE
ICON
The crucifix of San Damiano has an aura of
peace. In Christ and in the haoled figures
beneath and around the cross, we see no anguish
or struggle, no grief or shock, indeed, no pain
even though Christ's wounds are spouting fresh
blood. It's no coincidence that the halo, which
symbolizes holiness, illuminates a peaceful
person. When we know that Christ loved us enough
to die for us, we wish to follow Him wherever He
leads. Trusting in Him brings us peace.
We can reflect on the last days of Our Lord and
imagine the anguish felt by His closest
followers as death closed in on the One they
loved. The Gospels record the confusion and
despair of His apostles, all of whom, with the
exception of John, abandoned Him. Yet on the San
Damiano Crucifix, where Jesus is both dying and
rising at the same time, all His followers are
at peace. The change from despair and confusion
to peace comes with a heartfelt belief in the
power and wisdom of God. Then, despite the
turmoil of the moment, we can look forward to
the glory that God will bring from the time of
trial. Peace comes from understanding that, in
God's plan and with His grace, the cross
precedes the crown, pain evolves into joy, and
death yields to resurrection. At this season and
at every season, let us embrace our faith with
peace.
March 2006: OPENING AT THE BOTTOM OF THE
CRUCIFIX
The San Damiano Crucifix is bordered by shells
except at the very bottom which has only a layer
of what appears to be earth or rock. It is
through this opening that we, the viewer, enter
into the message of the Crucifix. It is almost
as if the artist left a breach in the wall
through which we may pass. We enter right below
the blurred saints whose images have been erased
by centuries of kisses from reverent pilgrims.
They are positioned below the feet of Christ.
Thus, we enter this prayerful image at the
lowest possible point, coming into the scene
through earth and rock, a reminder of our origin
from the "dust of the earth" (Genesis 2:7) and
our mortality of returning there. "Remember that
you are dust and unto dust you will return" we
hear on Ash Wednesday. The reminder recalls
God's words to Adam when he and Eve were
banished from the Garden of Eden due to their
sin (Genesis 3:19). The opening at the bottom of
the Crucifix also reminds us of Jesus' words to
take always "the lowest place" when invited to a
banquet (Luke 14:8-10). The icon which beckons
us is rich spiritual fare. We humbly enter its
message at the lowest place so that the Lord can
beckon us to "come up higher" into the spiritual
realm of union with Himself.
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February 2006:
Christ's Broad Shoulders
The image of Christ on the San Damiano Crucifix
is not exactly realistic. His arms and legs are
very thin and yet His neck and shoulders are
broad. Did the artist lack a sense of proportion
or was the proportion exactly what he wanted to
portray?
Christ's shoulders are broad and strong. These
were the shoulders that carried the cross, and
not just a cross but a cross laden with all the
world's sins. They are also shoulders who carry
the lost sheep back to the fold (Luke 15:5), and
how many lost sheep has Christ borne since time
began? In the Old Testament, God carried His
people. Deuteronomy 1:31 says, " the LORD, your
God, carried you, as a man carries his child,
all along your journey until you arrived at this
place."
Christ's shoulders are painted broad and strong
to remind us that He carried us and our sins to
the cross. The broad, strong shoulders of Christ
are a pictorial image on the breadth and
strength of His Divine Love.
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January 2006: THE GAZE OF THE BLESSED
MOTHER
In the San Damiano Crucifix, the Blessed Mother,
who is the first figure under the right arm of
Christ, is not looking at Christ. She is looking
at St. John, the figure next to her. In
the Gospel of John, Jesus says to St. John,
"Behold your mother," and to Mary, "Behold your
son." John states, "From that time the
disciple took her into his home." (John
19: 26-27). When Jesus entrusted Mary to
John, He was entrusting her to the Church which
John symbolizes, the Church fathers say.
In the icon of San Damiano, the Blessed Mother
is looking at John, already assuming her role as
Mother of the Church. Because she is
Mother of the Church, and because the
Confraternity of Penitents are part of the
Church, Mary is certainly our Mother as well.
We can entrust ourselves to her, for her
protection and her prayers.

Confraternity of Penitents
520 Oliphant Lane
Middletown RI USA
02842-4600
401/849-5421
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